Day 1

[sweetcorn]

Hi there,

This is my first time ever using this site, or any like it for that matter. I have found myself in a really low place since December when my ex-boyfriend committed suicide. I am a 20 year old university student and sometimes I feel as if I should know better than to self-harm. I'm relatively new to it, only been at it for about six months. Last month I came out and told my friends and family as a means to getting better. Tonight, sitting alone, when I would normally pick up the razor, I picked up the phone and text my friend. I then picked up my lap top and tried to look for distractions. I came across the "Butterfly Project." My arm is now covered in pictures of butterflies that I spent an hour colouring in. And do you know what? I feel great! I'm so proud of myself for beating the craving tonight and I really hope I keep it up. I just thought I'd share this for support and inspiration for anyone feeling low. Heads up :)

[Wonderland.]

It's really brilliant to hear that you managed to get through the urges safely. I'm glad that you have found an alternative to SH that can help you.

Keep up the good work :)

[Tig]

That's fantastic, you are doing so well. Well done!x

[Pi.R^2]

You made such an amazing choice to text your friend and start the Butterfly Project. I wish you all the best in your recovery :)