1. Loved? Getting nice texts from my favourite people, getting letters etc.
2. Miserable? Being ill/hopeless.
3. Confused? people and how they respond to me. Or things I don't understand?
4. Mesmerized? Some art work.
5. Goofy? Saying corny things.
6. At peace? finishing something I've been dreading for ages.
7. Dizzy? Excess of alcohol. Happens spontaneously nowadays though.
8. Sleepy? Chemistry lessons when Ms. P teaches. And being tired generally.
9. Motivated? Knowing deadlines are approaching/happens spontaneously/someone tells me I can't do it.
10. Sick? Thinking about some things, excess of alcohol.
11. Perplexed? People, certain unexpected situations.
12. Hyper? Looking forward to a good event
13. Smart? When I out-wit someone. Or get higher than Glenda :D
14. Embarassed? when I'm wrong but keep insisting that I'm right and then get proven wrong and yeah. Or when I do something ****ing dumb when I'm drunk.
15. Lazy? Unproductive days.
16. Determined? usually people who don't think I can do something/think they're in the right etc.
17. Amused? People getting overly angry, revenge, jokessss.
18. Jealous? Having something I want/need/desire rubbed in my face.
19. Grateful? When I get something I really needed when I needed it.
1. Loved? Tiny little things, that come from people just being thoughtful. Like a nice text or something as stupid as a cuddle and a bar of chocolate on a bad day.
2. Miserable? Not knowing how i feel or where i stand.
3. Confused? Maths. Feelings. Mine and other peoples. Lots of stuff makes me confused.
4. Mesmerized? Dunno.
5. Goofy? Being with certain people.
6. At peace? Duvet. Film. Hot chocolate.
7. Dizzy? Standing up too fast.
8. Sleepy? Most things. Boring shifts at the pub. Lying in steve's bed. Reading.
9. Motivated? Other people giving me a kick up the arse.
10. Sick? Worrying about things.
11. Perplexed? People.
12. Hyper? Music + Excitement about something = hyper.
13. Smart? Dunno, it rarely happens haha.
14. Embarassed? When i'm stupidly gullible.
15. Lazy? Pjamas. If i wear them too long, i WILL be lazy all day.
16. Determined? When some people think i can't do something - it will go two ways, i'll either give up completely or get determined and try and prove them wrong. Depends on the person.
17. Amused? My friends.
18. Jealous? Other girls. When steve talks about other girls.
19. Grateful? When people take the time to listen.
20. Creative? Nothing. So not creative ever.
21. Aggravated? Bad drivers.
22. Lonely? Not hearing from steve.
23. Nostalgic? Music.
24. Patient? If the person deserves my patience. If they're rude then i'll get impatient. Works both ways.
25. Bitchy? When i'm jealous.
26. Accomplished? Doing something worthy of feeling accomplishment.
27. Used? When relationships/friendships are very one-sided with the other person making no effort. When people only talk to me when they need to talk, i'm happy to listen - except for when that's all i become good for.
28. Jolly? Alcohol.
29. Insecure? Jealousy of others. Mirrors. Shopping. When steve's off with me.
30. Hopeless? An awful lot of things.
31. Satisfied? A bacon sandwhich :]
32. Hopeful? When you get to the end of a really good day and think back over it and just feel content.
33. Frightened? Most things.
34. Joyous? Dunno.
35. Calm? Lying in bed with my boyfriend.
36. Livid? When said boyfriend is a dick.
37. Dorky? Dunno.
38. Pessimistic? I'm constantly pessimistic.
39. Optimistic? When everything starts going right.
40. Uncomfortable? Talking about things that matter to me.
1. Loved? if i ever get a text of one of my mates just asking how i am, or if someone starts a conversation with me on msn. usually no one talks unless i say hi first.
2. Miserable? knowing that i hurt my sister when she found out stuff about me, and knowing she is lying when she says she is ok.
3. Confused? trying to understand people. id rather be around animals all my life.
4. Mesmerized? a lot of vibrant colours all mixed in together, like oil spills on a wet road.
5. Goofy? havent got a clue
6. At peace? getting ok grades at the end of the year and the knowledge its all over for few months.
7. Dizzy? standing up too quickly/spinning round fast when i was a kid. havent actually felt dizzy for a long time tbh
8. Sleepy? when i get out of one of the transe sort of things i go in at times. it knackers me out
9. Motivated? when i went to see my head of year to tell her ive been rejected from all my uni courses, and she was like well we will get 4 A's and show them they should ahve accepted you.
10. Sick? thinking about myself/ looking at myself at times
11. Perplexed? thinking how anyone can take english based subjects. i sit there in the library doing my maths and jsut watch people writing essay after essay. how do you do it?
12. Hyper?when i get into my 'unreal' mood. or jsut before a gig
13. Smart? when i ahve a better aseptic technique than my teacher :D
14. Embarassed? when someone looks at me for a long time or i ahve to stand up infront of people
15. Lazy? when i sit on msn with a pile of hmk to be done
16. Determined? been like that for quite a few years of my life, i want to be a vet so i kinda need to be determined
17. Amused? steven appleby comics
18. Jealous? thinking about all the other people who are cleverer than me and who can easily do whatever they want to do
19. Grateful? when i think about the amazing mates ive got
20. Creative? drawing
21. Aggravated? having to sit in biology with the teacher asking stupid year 9 questions we all know the answer to
22. Lonely? sitting at home on my own, or sitting at school with a load of people around but feeling completly isolated from everyone
23. Nostalgic? listening to kashmir by led zep. reminds me of helping dad cook when i was younger
24. Patient? being around animals, like when theres a nervous animal and you wait ages jsut to let them know your not gonna hurt them and they come over to you
25. Bitchy? some of the things people do, when people bitch about otherpeople and i dont agree with wat they say
26. Accomplished? finsihing a piece of work and being proud of it
27. Used?when i think someone thinks of me as a mate, and then refuses to speak with me
28. Jolly? erm
29. Insecure? knowing people can think, thining they know things about me
30. Hopeless? knowing i cant do anything for helping my mates
31. Satisfied? getting to the top of the pinnacle in rock climbing
32. Hopeful? this all has to end at some point
33. Frightened? losing people i love
34. Joyous? dunno
35. Calm? intro for speak to me by floyd turned up to full vol
36. Livid? knowing that not many people use their eyes, if people were more observant a lot of things could be prevented
37. Dorky? trying to explain to the mock interviewer about nerve impulses and them going yeh lets move on
38. Pessimistic? thinking about my future
39. Optimistic? last time i really felt this was on gcse results day, thinking yeh i'll do this well next year. if only...
2. Miserable? Being told how bad & how much of a **** up I am.
3. Confused? When people take something I say far too personally.
4. Mesmerized? A good book.
5. Goofy? Saying off-the-wall ****.
6. At peace? Speaking my mind and leaving it at that.
7. Dizzy? My epilepsy.
8. Sleepy? Math
9. Motivated? Feeling like I can't do it, and wanting to prove myself wrong.
10. Sick? My past.
11. Perplexed? Being lied to.
12. Hyper? I get hyper randomly for no reason at
all / when I take any kind of painkiller.
13. Smart? -shrugs-
14. Embarassed? When I say 'I know what happened', and it turns out I don't.
15. Lazy? Being sick and not having the energy to clean the house.
16. Determined? Being told I'm wrong about something I know I'm in the right on.
17. Amused? Being told I'm too young to know what I'm talking about.
18. Jealous? I very rarely get jealous. But um.. thinking about most of my close guy friend's girlfriends and how they end up trying to convince them not to spend time with me. I get very jealous and hurt.
19. Grateful? When someone is honest with me and doesn't try Not to sound like a cheese while they're talking.
20. Creative? Never happens anymore.
21. Aggravated? Liars, idiots, people who think they know me and why I am the way I am but don't.
22. Lonely? The distance between Brandon & Wedowee
23. Nostalgic? Things that remind me how good/bad something/someone was at one point in time.
24. Patient? When I know someone desperately needs my help and getting fed up isn't going to help them. Only time I'm ever patient.
25. Bitchy? Period. Sex deprivation, sleep deprivation, insecurities.
26. Accomplished? When I rarely actually control my temper.
27. Used? Knowing I'm only good for one thing and being told it constantly.
28. Jolly? Sex.
29. Insecure? Being in a room full of hot chicks while I'm with someone I'm into.
30. Hopeless? When I'm trying to fix things/make something of myself and I keep getting told that I'm never going to be able to. that I'm a ****up.
31. Satisfied? having a peaceful night's sleep.
32. Hopeful? Thinking that I could be wrong about whatever pessimistic thought I'm having.
33. Frightened? My dad, charlie, jet, being alone.
34. Joyous? Being curled up on this certain bed with fleece sheets with this one guy I know.
35. Calm? Stretching/Yoga or going for a walk.
36. Livid? Being lied to, Finding out I was completely wrong about someone I thought was an OK person.
37. Dorky? When people figure out I actually have a brain. =X
38. Pessimistic? Almost everything.
39. Optimistic? Brodey & Holly
40. Uncomfortable? Being asked to fix a situation beyond my control, being touched by most guys.
If you're Romeo, I don't even want to meet Prince Charming.
1. Loved? Random texts out of the blue from someone saying something nice :]
Or just nice texts. Or letters. Or emails. Or just something that shows someone's taken te time out to think of me.
2. Miserable? Feelings helpless.
3. Confused? Why i'll read something one way and someone else will an entirely different way.
4. Mesmerized? Certain people's words, or inspirational stories, or art, or music.
5. Goofy? Tripping in heels.
6. At peace? Sorting out an arguement or disagreement.
7. Dizzy? Feeling out of control.
8. Sleepy? Alcohol. Biology.
9. Motivated? Thinking i'll let someone down if I don't do something.
10. Sick? Arguements with people I care about. Alcohol. Thinking about certain things. Thinking about my dream last night.
11. Perplexed? People.
12. Hyper? Getting excited about something that's happening/going to happen.
13. Smart? When someone praises me for knowing something. When I know something that someone else doesn't.
14. Embarassed? Being reminded of things that've happened.
15. Lazy? Pjamas.
16. Determined? I don't know.
17. Amused? Remembering back in the day things that have happened. Hearing stories of other people from the night before.
18. Jealous? Wanting something I can't have that someone else does.
19. Grateful? When someone takes the time out to talk to me if I need it.
20. Creative? Seeing someone else's art.
21. Aggravated? Comments said only to create a reaction from me.
22. Lonely? Walking on my own with music in my ears if it plays certain songs. Depending on the song it can make me feel like both the lonliest and the least lonely person in the world.
23. Nostalgic? Memories. Pictures. Momentos.
24. Patient? Seeing someone in a situation that would make me impatient but realising i've been there before too.
25. Bitchy? Certain people.
26. Accomplished? Finishing something I've worked hard on and having that work recognised.
27. Used? Someone saying one thing one day and having a completely new attitude the next.
28. Jolly? Certain music.
29. Insecure? Paranoia. People not being completely straight with me. Not knowing where I stand.
30. Hopeless? Not knowing what to do in a situation where ever option seems to end in sadness?
31. Satisfied? Getting through to someone.
32. Hopeful? When someone says something that makes me so?
33. Frightened? The knowledge of getting into something that could make or break me.
34. Joyous? Umm happy times?
35. Calm? Some music.
36. Livid? Being wound up and allowing myself to be so.
37. Dorky? Correcting people when they sing the wrong lyrics.
38. Pessimistic? Things going wrong.
39. Optimistic? Umm things going right I guess? Having someone behind me.
40. Uncomfortable? Being asked questions I don't want to answer. Someone else embarassing themselves.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
1. Loved? Getting random hugs from people at college.
2. Miserable? Not much anymore. ICT lessons at college. And rain.
3. Confused? Girls at college (no offence to anyone)
4. Mesmerized? Great music videos (Precious Time by the Maccabees, DANCE by Justice)
5. Goofy? Nothing, really.
6. At peace? Quiet. Doesn't happen much where I live.
7. Dizzy? Cider. And lots of it!
8. Sleepy? Life.
9. Motivated? Someone gives me a really good idea for a video game
10. Sick? My ex girlfriend.
11. Perplexed? Having to answer questions in front of the class. "Michael, what's 2 plus 2?" "Erm... stop staring at me!"
12. Hyper? A small amount of cider.
13. Smart? Maths lessons at college. Four times now I've proved my teacher wrong.
14. Embarassed? I'm generally twitchy. That embarasses me.
15. Lazy? Life in general.
16. Determined? When I have a problem, and it needs fixing.
17. Amused? My sister.
18. Jealous? When a girl I really like keeps talking about their boy/girlfriend
19. Grateful? Being told that I'm doing really well, stuff like that.
20. Creative? Game ideas.
21. Aggravated? People at college being sucky.
22. Lonely? Silence.
23. Nostalgic? "Matchbox" by the Kooks.
24. Patient? Nothing, I have a really short attention span!
25. Bitchy? Nothing really
26. Accomplished? Making an awesome game with a lot of hard work in it.
27. Used? People going out with me, then dumping me when one of my mates becomes available.
28. Jolly? Cider. :D
29. Insecure? I am quite a lot of the time. I tend to twitch, and I wiggle a bit when I walk.
30. Hopeless? Thankfully not much anymore.
31. Satisfied? After cooking a big, delicious meal and scoffing it.
32. Hopeful? I am about life.
33. Frightened? Deadlines and exams.
34. Joyous? Nintendo Wii.
35. Calm? Nintendo Wii.
36. Livid? People suck. They don't help.
37. Dorky? Heh. Mumbling.
38. Pessimistic? Thinking I'll fail at an exam.
39. Optimistic? Good girlfriends.
40. Uncomfortable? Big groups of people.
1. Loved? Seeing how hard other people work to make me happy, what they are willing to sacrifice for me.
2. Miserable?
Lack of sleep
3. Confused?
People who i can't judge.. who are nice one minute and 'off' the next.
4. Mesmerized?
Flames (I'm not a pyromaniac though)
5. Goofy?
Typical 'blonde' moments. Like my boyfriend telling me while i was driving down a road with humps that there were less going back the other way, and me falling for it
6. At peace?
Sitting in the 'secret garden' in my local park
7. Dizzy?
Getting up too quickly, smoking too quickly first thing in the morning
8. Sleepy?
The sound of rain while i'm inside in the warm.. yeh, random.
9. Motivated?
When something unexpectedly goes well.
10. Sick?
Slugs, snails, mushrooms.
11. Perplexed?
Scientific stuff
12. Hyper? Cherry coke
13. Smart?
When i write, i'm quite proud of my writing skills
14. Embarassed?
I get embarassed really easily around people i respect :/
15. Lazy? Having 5 days off work and doing nothing
16. Determined?
Thinking about my future and what i want to achieve
17. Amused?
Random, unexpected stupidness
18. Jealous?
I'm not really a jealous person. The only thing i can think of is seeing girls with perfect figures :/
19. Grateful?
When i see how much other people are suffering, it makes me grateful for what i have
20. Creative?
Just random things
21. Aggravated?
Ignorant people
22. Lonely? When there's a huge group of people and i just don't 'fit'
23. Nostalgic?
looking at old photos, and hearing old songs
24. Patient?
I'm not a patient person
25. Bitchy?
Work. I'm not a bitchy person.. but that place turns me into a naaasty person
26. Accomplished?
Proving to myself that i can do something
27. Used?
Friends just disappearing
28. Jolly?
Xmas
29. Insecure?
People talking about my personal life
30. Hopeless? When i try and 'recover' too fast
31. Satisfied? Finishing something which has taken a lot of time and effort
32. Hopeful? When all seems to be going wrong, but there's a little gllimmer of something good
33. Frightened? When i think about the distant future and caring for my family
34. Joyous? meh
35. Calm? Hot baths, long walks
36. Livid?
Ignorance, again
37. Dorky? I don't really ever feel dorky
38. Pessimistic?
When i try to fix the unfixable, and it goes wrong
39. Optimistic?
I'm bored now
40. Uncomfortable?
When i'm with people who know 'too much' about me, but i don't trust.
