Because i'm in the middle of getting a new kitchen fitted and they want to know how it's progressing. They are more interested in it than they are in how i'm feeling.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
*hugs Mark, Laura, Lindsay*
thanks for the offer(s)... i don't know what to say and even if i did i don't want to trigger or worry anybody.
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Laura, I absolutely loved Edinburgh. It may have been my favorite place I visited, although London is fun... after you learn how not to get lost lol. Have fun!
*hugs Lindsay* I wish your crisis team was more helpful.
*hugs Crimson* My PM box is always open. And I practically live on Facebook, so if you want to talk you know where I am.
*hugs Mark* I know you know this, but I love you.
*sits in the corner* I need to be functional. You know, like maybe actually get dressed, and shower, and give a **** about appearing like I care about myself. Hah.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs all*
sorry I havn't been around much over the last week, I've been busy with my mum and sister. I've had a good time with them, but I'm feeling really depressed and suicidal still, also been really paranoid everytime we have left the flat and that makes me really anxious.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*hugs the oldies* and *waves at anyone new since I last was here*
It's utter madness here right now.... second week of uni and at least two study days a week are written off which doesn't really help with the stress. Not to mention the wedding planning and so forth. Things have just been going on going on.
My psych doc wants me to go through ECT again because he thinks they will get a second shot at my meds that way.... I hesitate to tell him that it would be a third shot, but I'm quite willing to inform him that there will be no ECT. It could be quite an interesting fight...
Sorry for boring you all and being away so long. I do try to come in when I remember, but my brain is a bit uni-orientated at the moment.
Either way I am sending you all *hugs* and *safe love and care packages*.
Take care of each other.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*hugs Mark* - it definitely is extremely stressful at the moment. We just keep getting knocked down when we are trying to get ourselves back on our feet. It would be really great to get a break sometime.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I miss Felicia Terribly.
I still have a sore throat that woke me at 3.45am this morning .
My Best Friend has been having suicidal thoughts.
and
MY chillis were stolen by the new neighbour kids , right off the plant out front , I've been looking after that plant for months , and it may not even fruit again as they politley snapped it , very pissed off , going to lie down.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
My brother is staying at a friend's house this weekend which gives me the perfect opportunity to overdose. I can't wait. I just hope that nothing goes wrong and I don't need medical attention.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
How r u doing?
