Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Same here kat! Thank you again <3
They are Lana, I'm having a, shock horror, shower this morning, gonna wash my bloody hair, my god it's been so long. This are definitely improving, I'm smiling more and just generally feeling a bit better. Don't get me wrong, I still cry a lot but recovering much faster lol.
Imma delete the pic cause it's public and I'm dumb but thanks for the love.
I'm so pleased that things are improving for you. I hope you enjoy your shower and feel even better after it. Tears are ok, but I hope there are more smiles than tears. Take very good care of yourself.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Oh no, poor you. I'm sorry you're having to fight an infection just as you were making progress. You can regain your progress though. Is there anything to distract you from feeling so rubbish? Are you getting enough sleep? I really hope you are better soon.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Hi guys, gotta tell you, I WALKED TWICE with assistance of course but walked nevertheless. No JPEG cause I'm looking worse everyday but I'm so proud of myself.
I'm not going to a hospital for rehabilitation as covid and no beds but have been referred to my local rehab center so that's cool.
Unfortunately I'm going to have to give up my flat as there's stairs but I'm looking into new properties and even tho it is upsetting cause it was the perfect flat I'm looking forward to the future.
Sounds good with the rehab centre, you're doing so well. I'm sorry you're having to give up your flat and I hope you find one that is extra perfect for you.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Re reading the card you guys sent and it's so lovely, seeing Lyra, all the touching messages, especially my homie sadgirl, y or y not to you too my friend, god bless.
Annyway, I finally used the Costa voucher, hot choc and a cheese and ham toastie, thank you my darlings.