Oh my Rowling...my mum, I just don't know how to describe her. At dinner just now, I was eating in small bites like I normally do and she (again) started having a massive go at me, calling me a freak and suggesting I have psychological problems from the way I eat. Correct me if I'm wrong, my knowledge of psychology is not vast, but I am pretty sure psychologists are yet to find a mental illness which comes under the description of 'eats in small bites'. She was being really nasty about it, and my brother joined in, but my sister and I just couldn't stop laughing. She was being so ridiculous.
My Sestina is done. It's called Time Moves Too Fast, and it's probably one of the most suicidal/depressing poems I've ever written.
On that note, can I say something that may sound bad? Somedays, I'm afraid to get better, because I'm afraid I'll lose my writing ability, since all of my writing comes out of these intense emotions; and writing is the career I want. *Sigh*
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
*Hugs Felicia* Some days I'm afraid of getting better too , like , how on earth will I cope without my support network ? or benefits? Sorry that isn't the same as you but I just wanted to point out that I can empathise about being afraid to get better .
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Reason: spelling.............erp
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Who's about ?
I'm tired , still at my parents until I go back to my flat when my Dad goe's to work tomorrow morning.
I Have a one to one with Kat at12.30pm then group at 2pm and one of the people who developed the group is going to be there .
Sorry I'm rambling :S
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
I get something out of it , it's helping me and I like Kat I do , she's lovely , I'm nervous that the inventor Dr will be there and I'm worried that I won't be able to get into my town from my parents village because of the weather, we are pretty rural here and it a 25 minute drive maybe 30-35 in the cold weather.
*Hugs Lia* How are you ?
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
It's snowing!
And it's frigid =(
I hate cold weather.
So, I decided to do my news story on self injury, so if you guys feel so inclined, could you answer the question: what do you regret the most about SI, if anything?
If ya don't want to answer, it's cool. I've got quite a few answers, so it's all good.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
I shouldn't have watched that. I really shouldn't.
I feel...well, I don't really know.
Sick. I feel sick. My stomach hurts. It's tight, like someone's squeezing it from the inside and things are just running through my head and...I don't know. Evidently, no, I am not alright with it now.
*hugs mark, felicia, crimson, helen, louise, ian, and everyone else that has posted lately*
Sorry I'm being so bad with individuals the past few days, i am an extreme form of busy... and i have to go argue with my professor tonight so im a tad overwhelmed with anxiety. O well, such is life.
<3
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield