I've done a little bit so far tonight. I dunno, my parents are only happy with the fact I'm nocturnal because I've said I'm studying. So when I can only get an hour of studying done I then feel really bad :(
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
I've often thought about picking up a flute cheaply on Ebay or somewhere like that just to have a play around with it. Usually it's just one of those ideas that pops into my head when I'm hyper though, the sort of "right, today I am going to teach myself flute to grade 8 standard" thinking when I say it to myself it's highly possible when in reality of course it isn't!
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
It's horrible to be caught in those feelings, I know. I think it helps to try and challenge them by telling yourself that the bad things about you aren't true, and that you have a lot of good qualities.
Lizzie, I used to try and play the flute. I wasn't very good. Maybe I'll dig it out some day and try and teach myself a bit.
Hello everyone :) had a good appointment with my support worker this afternoon. Just chatted.
Thank you very much for your advice on the last page, Mari.
I think i'm going to be moving house soon. I had an unofficial offer depending on whether I passed a housing inspection or not. I had the inspection this morning and passed so I might not be around as much.
*hugs everyone*
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Good to hear, Lindsay. I hope moving goes well for you.
I'm very well, thank you. Had a good day and thinking about going into the city for a mini-adventure tomorrow.
I'm not feeling too good waiting for the hospital to make me a mouth guard i pick it up friday.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Managing two minutes is better than managing nothing. :) Have you tried any different ways to study, like doing it in picture format or different colours or with some kind of non-distracting music on? That way you may be able to pull your attention span out a bit. I'm currently doing half an hour on half an hour off. Not the most intensive way of studying, or productive either for that matter, but at least it gets some work done. :)
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
Want to scream at somebody. I am so so screwed for passing my exams this year. And if I fail, then that's it. I'm out of Oxford and I'll have to find some way of turning my life around or else I'm scared I'll end up living at home forever and on benefits.
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."