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28-09-2020, 08:28 PM
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#941
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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I'm really pleased with myself managed to do some pre reading for my course and I've already completed two and half chapters. I think I have finally got my focus + concentration back at last. Thank god I've finally got glasses.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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02-10-2020, 10:19 PM
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#942
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Triggered sad missing someone dear to me missing lots of people most of whom i cant see
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03-10-2020, 08:10 PM
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#943
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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ready to go..
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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30-10-2020, 11:53 PM
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#944
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Brain on overload . Hungry but its too late at night to eat. Bit restless too and tired cant seem to sleep tho
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01-11-2020, 03:37 PM
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#945
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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feeling awful that my mum in hospital at the moment and has been for week with gut problems, i havent' seen a close friend in three weeks because of this stupid lockdown, my ex friends still want to connect with n facebook when i am sure theyve got the message by now.
i havw hurt my leg due to hypermobility so I can barely walk and my cpm goes and tells me to distract myself, read a good book, watch sodding tv! like i care about the tv right now.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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03-11-2020, 02:31 PM
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#946
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: UK
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Ashamed
Lost
Anxious
Overwhelmed
Scared
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04-11-2020, 08:03 PM
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#947
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Ashamed and very frustrated and angry too and sad argh too many feelings
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04-11-2020, 08:42 PM
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#948
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Guilty very very guilty
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04-11-2020, 10:15 PM
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#949
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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empty... and in the middle
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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09-11-2020, 06:35 PM
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#950
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Tired and very anxious
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10-11-2020, 02:31 AM
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#951
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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ready and yet stopped..
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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10-11-2020, 12:02 PM
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#952
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Fed up with zoom
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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15-11-2020, 11:53 PM
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#953
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Bored so so bored
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16-11-2020, 05:14 PM
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#954
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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like dung
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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23-11-2020, 02:10 PM
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#955
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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My head is research mode and looking at nhs policies and procedures, damn you nhs evidence and just in overload mode at the moment but I will settle shortly.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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23-11-2020, 03:48 PM
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#956
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Join Date: Nov 2020
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Like my life is pointless and like I shouldn't be here.
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24-11-2020, 03:00 PM
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#957
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Only one more lecture for the day that's due in 3 minutes and I can finally rest up I don't feel like writing anymore of that assignment due in December and sleep last was **** to say the least. On a plus note the cmht and pharmacy sorted out my prescription in a timely manner and not the usual snail's pace.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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24-11-2020, 04:20 PM
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#958
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Tw drugs/alcohol
Omg that story of "Tom" was inspirational and I just couldn't believe what he went through as a child, teenager and finally as adult in the army and impact his drinking, drug and sexual behaviour had on his life. I am so glad he's sober and clean from drugs and now working for Mind.
The second case of "Carl" i listened to a transgender service user talking about being homeless at the age of 17 years old and going through a lot of challenges including drugs/alcohol and then to finally get his life back on track as chef to then find out 18 months ago, he now has brain cancer, Alzheimers and Parkinson's Disease plus being let down in the system throughout his teenage years at 27 years of age The last bit about his large number of chronic illnesses/multiple health conditions really threw a f* spanner in the works.
I am now ready to really kick some butt.
Last edited by yoyogirl : 24-11-2020 at 06:04 PM.
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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05-12-2020, 08:11 PM
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#959
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Join Date: Aug 2019
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Lost n fed up depressed and in pain also tired
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05-12-2020, 08:43 PM
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#960
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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hopeful
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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