in some ways i wish i didn't have a girlfriend at the moment...at least then i could give my self a release without worrying about triggering her too...i hate it
I'm Angela's (dancing loony) guard dog, I'm Comatostatic's Squishy
Comatostatic is my Plague rat in a top hat
yeah...we tried to stop together...but it kinda didn't work for her 'cause i went on hols for a week n she never got it back until i
found a razer in her pocket n started crying...
I know the feeling about not being able to do anything right...i'm just so stressed at the moment, i cant sleep, i cant eat and wen i do i eat so much i'm sick. my abuser blames everything on me
all he does is play on his game all day and when he dies or if he does something wrong he shouts at me, tells me i'm good for nothing...I do nothing wrong yet he has me hiding down the side of my bed in hysterics because some guy killed him on his game. He lives in his parents house and is 20 years old. I have more right to be here than him...
He never used to be like this. I blame computer games...
I'm Angela's (dancing loony) guard dog, I'm Comatostatic's Squishy
Comatostatic is my Plague rat in a top hat
i supose in reality...it probably isn't abuse technically because he never hits me or anyhing like that. but he isn't exactly a small bloke, and if he decided that he was guna hurt me, i'd probably not live to tell the tail.
However, he does shout and call me obscene names, he says if i tell anyone, i'll pay. He blames me for things i cant help and makes me feel so helpless...like there's no point in living. he's there all the time and i'm so scared of when my parents leave us alone incase he turns on me. most of the time its fine...but he just turns on me when there's no-one around...i cant sleep untill i know he's asleep. it mental torture
I'm Angela's (dancing loony) guard dog, I'm Comatostatic's Squishy
Comatostatic is my Plague rat in a top hat
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
amazed im leaving, and way too full. but eh
you?
*cuddles*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
