So tired .....

[GundamPilot02]

I’ve been free for awhile .... I was free for awhile but I was sitting at work the other day and I just sat and scratched up my arms with my locker key. My fiancé is just being an absolute butt and as much as I love them I just can’t talk to them about this right now. The joy of long distance relationships, they think I’m asleep but I’m wide awake messaging a old friend but honestly I don’t know if I can keep up the happy mask when I’m falling apart. I dunno I just need to rant vent something.

[one_step_closer]

Sorry to hear you're having a hard time right now. Is the problems with your fiancé what caused you to self harm or are there other things going on? Is there anyone else you feel able to talk to? It would be good if you could build up to talking to your fiancé, it's hard to keep on a happy mask and the people who care about you would hopefully be there for you if you were able to be more honest about things. If it helps to post here about how you are then please keep doing it.