On the outside I act like a robot IE not showing my feelings a cold yes or no. Yet I don't mean to sound cold
it's just the way I feel on the inside i protect from showing on the outside as not to show how messed up I am
and angrey at the state of the world ( It realy hurts when in the world on news ect i hear about wars ect) on the inside i'm like an emotional mess i worry constantly/ when people feel sad i feel there pain and feel sad too.
there's words i can't express on the outside but feel on the inside as an emotion I wish i was like everyone els and could just shrug off any negative vibes but god knows how emotional he made me on the inside. one day ill ask him why he made me the way i am is it through my own life experienses oris it that i was destined to be like me because of some unknown plan. Do i only think about these crazy things or do loads of people think about it but never say it. am i crazy on the inside and not on the outside can i be a monster