Life, over and over
Why do things always seem to crash down when they're going up?
I know it's all about perspective, but sometimes I just can't seem to justify some events in my life.
birth mother died at my birth, years of ilness in school, Brain cancer at 21, divorced parents at 21, ten years later, finally land a great job, and break both my knees.
Lying in the hospital bed, all alone (literally no one to call), pondering about life's meaning.
I am always a positive person, I give back to life whenever I can, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I take care of my health, and yet, it seems like no matter how hard I try, life finds a way to always mess my reality and expectations.
Where does one go from here?