Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - nasty little girl

08-06-2009, 09:39 PM

nasty little girl
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slut
whore
bitch
fat
ugly
slut
slut
slag
whore
bitch
cow
evil
bad
nasty
im fed up of being told what i should and shouldnt do. i dont like how i am and i dont need to be reminded what a **** up i am every 5 second.
i know i hurt people because im an evil bitch. i ned to suffer, i need pain. i am evil and horrible
i am a nasty little girl
i am a nasty little girl
i am a nasty little girl
i hate myself
i hate everything about me
im a desgusting fat bitch
i should just die
save everyone hassle
i feel so alone
yet i push everyone away
i want people to care about me and love me
but im terrified that if they get close they will hurt me so i hurt them first
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
nasty little girl
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i feel them on me
i feel them in me
i feel them touching me
i hear them
smell them
taste them
nasty little girl
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i need to cut
i need to die

i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
nasty little girl

bobbiwibble · 08-06-2009, 09:46 PM

wish i could help but you just said everything im feeling bout myself right now...

you are none of those things

you are lovely lovely girl

not dirty

not horrible

no pain for Damaged

please believe me

I promise I mean it, I just dont know how to say it right.....

fallen wings44 · 09-06-2009, 01:43 AM

youre none of those things i promise
you are good
you are nice
you are kind
you are so awsome!!!!!!!!!
you do not deserve pain
you do not deserve to die
you deserve kindness
you deserve life
you deserve PEACE
you deserve to LIVE!!!

Popple · 09-06-2009, 11:15 AM

Sweetie you are none of those things, you have been hurt a lot and so people have made you believe things which aren't true but you do not deserve this pain.
How are you feeling today?
Take care of yourself
x

crazykat · 09-06-2009, 11:18 AM

You are none of the horrible things you believe you are. You are a beautiful person who didn't deserve any of these things to happen to her. Please be gentle with yourself. Take care
Kat xxx

09-06-2009, 12:59 PM

i am those things
even people on here have said so
im evil
im bad
im desgusting
i feel like crap
i want to die
i want to cut
i just cant cope anymore

farawayfairy · 09-06-2009, 01:03 PM

*hugs* you aren't any of those bad things poppet I promise. You don't deserve to hurt. *cuddles* wish I could help x

09-06-2009, 01:15 PM

i deserve to die
i need to cut
i need pain
i need pain
i need hurt

Popple · 09-06-2009, 02:26 PM

Is there anyone you can call or go and spend some time with to keep you safe?
You do not deserve this and you need to tell people how bad you are feeling, I know things have been hard but you have taken some amazing steps recently and it will get easier.

Amaryllis · 09-06-2009, 02:39 PM

I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. I don't think you're any of those things though. That's all I can say.

And Miss Pixie is full of kickass advice.

09-06-2009, 06:30 PM

i have no one in the real world no one like mes anymore because ive pushed them all away.
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die
i need to die

fallen wings44 · 09-06-2009, 11:46 PM

you dont need to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you need to live
things will get better al you have to do is be stroung and you are stroung to go through all you went though and still put a side your trobles and help others you dont even know in real life THAT proves you are good you are kind you are nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you need to prove all the people that hurted you in the past that you are stoung and LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazykat · 11-06-2009, 12:18 PM

How are you feeling today?

12-06-2009, 08:33 AM

not good but i'll be ok im always ok

crazykat · 12-06-2009, 01:00 PM

Well I am here if you ever need anything. Take care
Kat xxx

Popple · 12-06-2009, 01:42 PM

You don't have to pretend your ok when you not here sweetie.