Contains sexual abuse - (TW: Mention of eating disorder) Feeling full
Hiya,
I was just wondering as I do my therapy homework- does anyone else have issues with feeling full? Like... I don't know- like with the rapes I obviously didn't want him inside me, so I feel like maybe now I compensate by trying to feel as empty as possible with food too?
I just wondered whether anyone else feels this way? I am struggling not to feel weird for it- just because I find a lot of feelings I have around the rapes hard to accept and deal with- just looking to feel less alone with it I guess?
I am worried my therapist will think it's strange if I tell her, but I am not sure if that is my own paranoia about being judged for the abuse I suffered?
Thanks
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