Triggering (SI/ED) - i hate but i can't stop. (poem)
I hate food
i hate purging
i hate cutting
but i need them to survive
i wish i had never started
hurting myself like that
its so addicting
im stuck in their trap
forever
i need them, to stop suffering
from the bad things in life
but they are suffering themselves
they hurt me
they consume my thoughts
they consume my life
i don't want them anymore
but i need them to survive...
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