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Old 13-06-2009, 01:57 PM   #81
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could u try geting a red marker and drawing on ur arms? it sound odd but sometimes it helps??? *HUGS* i wish i could help you more.



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Old 14-06-2009, 03:49 AM   #82
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I don't know why i so badly want to. Cutting is not an addiction for me at the moment. I think i just want to see it, because i have not had scars on my arms for so long, and i don't understand why but i don't know...i want to see myself injured on my arms. and it seems EXCITING. i know that makes no logical sense!

I am worried because i have been having these thoughts for a while, and if i do end up doing it i will HATE myself for it because it will restrict what i can wear out and to work, which i am very not used to because i haven't had to worry about that for ages. Most of all work, i am so happy that i can wear short sleves (which is uniform) and not have to worry about hiding marks.

I also worry because when i cut recently i do it deeper than i used to, which means i might get permenant bad scars, which just doesn't seem worth while, and doesn't match where i'm at...well where i think i'm at!

Frizzle i do that sometimes but i suppose that way i still have to hide my arms?



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Old 14-06-2009, 07:53 AM   #83
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*hugs* how are you feeling now hun? Hope your ok and safe



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Old 14-06-2009, 08:45 AM   #84
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yes i am okay and safe.

I'm still having the same thoughts as i posted above. Everytime i actually think about the ACTION that i am considering i feel sick to the stomach though, which is probebly a good thing.

I am stressed about exams, but soon that will all be over.

This time since PMSing i have actually been okay, the best i have ever been lately i think. Maybe it shows i am more in control? Whilst it did make my symptoms much worse it was not dreadfull as much as usual.

Thanks for everything Lozza, what you say doesn't always apply directly to me but you are always willing to say something and i appreciate it so much how much you care *hugs*



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