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Old 26-01-2021, 02:01 PM   #361
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I know it's harder at the end of a hospital stay when you're waiting on something to allow you to be discharged. Like you know it's going to happen and you wish it would hurry up. Keep going with watching things on your iPad.





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Old 26-01-2021, 02:14 PM   #362
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The days just seem to be getting longer and longer!
I keep thinking of doing bad stuff. Probably because my depot is due today.
I know it would be immensely stupid to do anything now



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Old 26-01-2021, 02:25 PM   #363
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Please don't do anything, keep listening to your own thoughts of it not being a good idea. It can't help that you're getting frustrated with how slow things are being sorted. I hope getting your depot helps.





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Old 26-01-2021, 02:47 PM   #364
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Thank you
I don't think I will do anything
It would just stop me from getting out and I don't want to stay here!

It will help. When I eventually get it.
The nurse said she'd do it after morning meds but that never happened. Now she's saying she has to wait for another nurse to get here



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Old 26-01-2021, 07:02 PM   #365
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Sometimes it's like nurses just don't want to do their job! I hope you've had your depot by now.





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Old 26-01-2021, 07:53 PM   #366
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Yes I have thanks
Unfortunately this has made the voices kick into overdrive and I am not ok



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Old 26-01-2021, 08:44 PM   #367
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Sorry the voices are bad. Can you have PRN?



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Old 26-01-2021, 08:48 PM   #368
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Thanks tamo
It's handover now so they probably won't give me any at this moment
But I'll ask when they're out of handover



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Old 26-01-2021, 09:02 PM   #369
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I know it's difficult, but I remember similar happening last time you got the depo. Does knowing that they got worse for a little bit then quieted down before helped? Definitely ask for PRN if you need it.



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Old 26-01-2021, 09:19 PM   #370
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Yes it does help. Thanks for reminding me.
It's just horrible while it is happening



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Old 26-01-2021, 11:27 PM   #371
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That's fair. I hope you can get some PRN and maybe just get to sleep early, and that they decide to quiet down soon.



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Old 27-01-2021, 12:40 PM   #372
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Thanks.
I had a good sleep and I'm feeling better today



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Old 27-01-2021, 12:48 PM   #373
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Well done with everything you're doing. I'm glad you had a good sleep and feel better today. I hope today is as good as it can be at the moment.





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Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 27-01-2021, 02:16 PM   #374
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Thank you
Still not heard from cpn about carers which is very frustrating



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Old 06-02-2021, 01:55 PM   #375
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Hey everyone. I hope it's ok to still post here as I'm not worried about contamination anymore but don't want to start a new thread.

I'm getting bad voices telling me to kill myself. I don't want to die. I'm not sure what to do.



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Old 06-02-2021, 02:22 PM   #376
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I'm sorry the voices are bad right now. you are stronger than the voices and no one can force you to die. You don't have to do what they say. What do you need right now? Is there someone you can phone?





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Old 06-02-2021, 02:25 PM   #377
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Thanks lindsay

I don't know what I need. I don't really want to phone anyone as I'm technically still on leave from the ward and I really don't want to go back there



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Old 06-02-2021, 03:47 PM   #378
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Do you talk to the carers when they're about? Do you have some kind of distractions you can do? Do you have PRN?





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Old 06-02-2021, 04:08 PM   #379
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No. I don't know the carers well enough and tbh I'm not too impressed by them. And they'd probably panic anyway.
I'm watching my favourite tv series again and random internetting. Might play the ds for a bit.
I don't have any prn



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Old 06-02-2021, 04:39 PM   #380
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Sounds like you're trying hard, keep going and I hope things settle soon. Maybe try to hold on to the fact that you'll be seeing Jasmine tomorrow.





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