I am trying to think of things to do, I have already done the reading required for today for my course, my course hasn’t even probably started and I have already done a majority of the prep work
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Hello all. I have chilli in my slow cooker today. Added a green chilli for a change because my mum has been growing chillies. So Idk how hot it will be.
I have my cpn coming between 3 and 3.30 so that will be fun.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
Good news Beckie but boo to having to go back for meds.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
Thanks :)
Yeah it's like a 2 hour journey not counting waiting for buses/train so probably closer to 3 hours. Oh well. Not like I have anything else on!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
I have a bus pass luckily. The train is about £9 which I could do without paying but oh well.
I could do the journey all on buses but that adds an extra hour and a half!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Yay Beckie. Keep it in mind that that you're not going to have to do this again, you're going to look after self and reach out for help when you need it so you can hopefully stay well.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I'm going to a not very nice part of the world to pick up some meds. I honestly feel like I could be stabbed at any moment in this town so that sucks.
And my cpn rang saying he wanted to see me this afternoon like I can just drop everything to see him.
So I'm annoyed about that.
So not a great day so far!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!