Hi...again.
Hi :)
So I am returning. I was sat on my bed about half an hour ago feeling so incredibly alone in everything and then I remembered this place.
I last posted a couple of months ago, last year, when I was contemplating and trying to get the ball rolling with recovery from my eating disorder. I am well on that journey now.
I want to say I am in a better place, and I really think I am, when I compare myself then to now. However, in this moment, I am feeling incredibly triggered and fragile, vulnerable and the last couple of days it has become increasingly difficult to stay on track.
So I will be appearing in the eating disorder part of the forum mostly, but I hope to get stuck in to the rest of this forum too.
I need to post about everything at the moment, in more detail, but I don't have the energy to do so. I wish everyone could read my mind and it would save me telling 'the story'. Hey, maybe I don't even need to. When I've figured it out I'll certainly be posting.
:)
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