"You've never caused me anything but trouble. Stop being so alluring, stop making me think that you'll make everything better, stop lounging around in the back[front] of my mind all day every day, stop weighing me down. I hate that you're going to be a part of me forever, I hate that I ever made you a part of me. You're a little crimson devil. Screw off."
To DWTS4: Loved that song for AGES... Very fitting.
And I'd like to say:
"I don't want you to go, but I think you should. It's going to be like I have a broken heart... it's going to be hard. So I need you to help me stop, because I think no one but you can."
I'm only one person in over six and a half billion.
I don't give a **** what you do to me, just leave the people I love alone! Hurt me, I don't care, give me wounds, I'll repair, just leave him alone... please... just leave him alone...
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I hate that I ever met you. I hate that you made me such a secretive person to the people I love. I hate that I lean on you more than anyone else. I hate that I'm afraid to leave you, but I will someday.
See I'm not gonna take the same route as alot of people. And people make think Im a bastard for saying this and if you do I'll be happy to explain my choice. But to self harm.
Thank you.
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
But I would let you down
I would make you hurt
Sometimes you feel like my only friend and that terrifies me. You terrify me.
There are remarkable things all the time, right in front of us,
but our eyes have like the clouds over the sun
and our lives are paler and poorer if we do not
see them for what they are. If nobody speaks of
remarkable things, how can they be called remarkable?"
I would say: "Even you get me into trouble sometimes, you are here everytime I need you, without any complaints and judgements, you're by my side not caring about if I am right or wrong, if I am being childish, or whatever...you're the only friend I have right now and I am not ready to let you go yet (maybe I never will be...it scares me to think about letting you go for good...)
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I write this alone on my bed; I've poisoned every room in the house; The place is quiet and so alone; Pretend there's something worth waiting for; There's nothing nice in my head The adult world took it all away; Wake up with same spit in my mouth; Cannot tell if it is real or not; I try and walk in a straight line An imitation of dignity- MSP - From despair to Where
I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does - The Smiths How Soon is Now
I am so scared of the next time we will meet, i hate you, hate waiting for you, hate looking forward to you, hate it when you've left me and broke me, hate the effect you have on everyone else.
Hate how I never saw you coming until you'd come too far.
i'd say. when you go , take me with you,
when i cry i want you to make my tears,
i carry you in my pocket, your my most pressious object,
if they take you off me ill find you.
i need you, i abuse you and i use you every day.
things are getting hard, go up to my room,
and little shiney blade ill see you soon
i would say i cant see u not beeing in my life u will always be there
i hate u but you are like a bestfriend always there to relie on helps me through pain and depression when im alone
young girl its alright your tears will soon dry your soon be free to fly
she's falling from grace , she's all over the place..............
"You are the only friend I've got through everything. But you seem to be the friend that hurts me the most. Couldn't we be friends and you never hurt me?
I hate you, because I need you."
You're better than this. Breathe in. Breathe out. It'll be okay. I promise. Just don't forget to smile :)
The funny thing is,
nobody really ever knows how much
anybody is hurting.
We could be standing next to somebody,
who is completely broken,
and we wouldn't even know.
2 months apart eh? Not really. Close but never touching.
I miss you. I hate you. I love you.
I miss the blood and the high
I hate the guilt and scars
I love the feelings of control.
You can't be a part of my life anymore, yet you're the crutch who kept me alive.
You're destroying and holding together both my body and my mind.
Love/hate juxtaposition oxymoron
I'm tired of you.
You need to go.
Don't answer next time I call. It's a fcuked up relationship, and it's over.
You were there for me the other night when nobody else was.
But... you scared me.
Maybe we can't be together anymore?
But I need you. Don't leave me.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
I have a feeling were going to meet again my friend
And that scares me. I cant go back there. I dont want to
Seven ****ing months. And I still need you by my side. I want you back
But Can't let go and allow you in. Its tearing me apart.
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
But I would let you down
I would make you hurt