Triggering (ED) - Don't bother - No-one cares anyway!

[Harmless_Baby]

Don't wanna eat.
I loves not eating so much.
I will eat. Just not so much!
It don't matter.
People don't ask me if Im okay anymore.
They just seem to expect me to be alright!
I hates it. An I hates them!!!!!
They don't care about me. No-one does, not really!
They don't care about how much I weigh, about how Im feeling inside.
If I looks good, then I must feel it! They thinks...
I hates it when people assume.
It annoys me.
If I stop eating. will they even notice?
Doubt it. they'll only notice when it's too late.

[-Tough-Cookie-]

Stopping eating isnt the way to get attention hun, it isnt the way to get ntoiced.
Its dangerous, it can kill you, its hell

[small light]

Be careful hun, it sounds like you really need some support and not eating isnt the way to find it. Talk to your friends or family about how you're feeling *hug*

[random.swirls]

Stopping eating as you know is not the way to get noticed. If you are struggling tell people but hurting yourself only gets you negative attention. People worry and they may speak to you more asking you how you are. People care for you and when you are 'sick' they may express it more obviously but they still care when you are 'well. Not eating may seem like a good plan but it is a never ending cycle of nastiness.

Take care

[Harmless_Baby]

But it'll make me pretty (again) won't it!
I'll be slim n' pretty.
Not like I am now.
I use to look so good. So great in the clothes I wore.
Would know how to work them on me.
But now If I wear's them - they just look stupid on me.
An I looks to fat to wear them.
I just wanna be how the way I use to be.
The way I use to look.
I wants that old way back.
The way people treated me, the way I had fun, laughter, how I would look so good, an people would compliment on how slim I looked, rather than how big I looks now.
I wanna get back into my old ways..
People say to me, if I really wants it that badly, then I'll work for it. Do all that I can to make that happen again!
I guess their right! Even though Im feeling so low & lazy right now to do or worry about that sort of thing. Maybe I should just go ahead n do it already!