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Old 23-07-2019, 11:17 PM   #701
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Are you prepared for the possibility they may put you on a three? Engaging for a few days (superficially re meds and coming out of room etc). Is probably not fooling them. Especially when you said the nurse had said she didn’t believe you and you’ve also told the psychologist you can’t talk, which may well have confirmed their suspicions.

I’m not saying they will put you on a three, just wondering if you’ve prepared mentally for that possibility.

What will you do if that is their decision?
What’s your understanding of your diagnoses?





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Old 24-07-2019, 10:05 AM   #702
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Yeah I've kind of thought about it. It's hard to think about staying here any longer though. I'll probably try to run out again.

I don't know. My last diagnosis given was bipolar depression but I have a feeling that might change.

My review is at 12. I'm so anxious.

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Old 24-07-2019, 11:47 AM   #703
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A recommendation for a section 3 is being put in. I can't believe this and can't believe my psychologist. Argh I can't take this.

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Old 24-07-2019, 11:56 AM   #704
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Being sectioned is horrible but I hope it means they can give you the treatment you need.

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Old 24-07-2019, 12:40 PM   #705
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Thank you. I'm really not happy. I need to escape.

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Old 24-07-2019, 01:06 PM   #706
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Everyone wants you to stay safe, online and in real life. Please try to trust us.

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Old 24-07-2019, 01:10 PM   #707
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Thank you I just can't do this and my psychologist has completely broken my trust now

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Old 24-07-2019, 01:21 PM   #708
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What did your psychologist do to break your trust? You've said you know you're not ready to leave - maybe they see that too?





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Old 24-07-2019, 01:32 PM   #709
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It feels like the trust has been broken. But professionals generally only break the trust in those circumstances when someone's life is at risk. And you have made it clear (at least to us) that this was the case.

I know it feels terrible. I have been in a similar position and i did not appreciate all the efforts made to help me stay alive. It felt like a traumatic experience for a long, long time. It felt like a violation. But they have a duty to act in our best interests and they really do feel, both ethically and emotionally, that staying alive is in People’s best interests.

I know this is hard and it feels unfair. But now you really have nothing left to lose, so please try to open up and work with them. It can't really get any worse from here. Maybe there is hope of better times ahead. My psychologist used to say to me that if you make the choice to end your life, you can't backtrack from that. It's a final decision. By staying alive you have the opportunity to try to change your circumstances. And most things, even when it all seems hopeless, has the potential to be different.

Hope you can find some courage in that. Xx

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Old 24-07-2019, 01:52 PM   #710
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I hope you can get some good support and move through this horrible time. Please try to work with them.





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Old 24-07-2019, 02:36 PM   #711
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Thank you all for your replies.

My psychologist apparently emailed the doctors about me (not sure what she said exactly) and she came in my ward review said how I'm not talking to her and that she believes I'm not safe to leave etc etc she said this isn't the "normal" me and that the "normal" me was when I was discharged last time. She told the drs that id told her in the previous hospital that I was suicidal. I went back to my room when the review was finished and she came and found me and kept saying "you know I care you know I care" etc but that she doesn't want me to leave until I'm "safe." I was so angry and upset with her I couldn't believe she would do this to me. She said she's gonna come see me again Tuesday but I will refuse to see her now.

Thanks again for your replies it really does mean a lot x

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Old 24-07-2019, 07:10 PM   #712
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It sounds like she really cares, I'm sorry the way she is showing it makes it feel like a betrayal to you. I hope you can take some time to think about things and decide to talk to her on Tuesday.





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Old 24-07-2019, 09:17 PM   #713
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Thanks. It's so hard. And I've found out my favourite nurse is on annual leave for 4 weeks. I'm screwed.

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Old 24-07-2019, 10:54 PM   #714
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Maybe now is the time to start forming therapeutic relationships with other staff. I know it’s reallt difficult when someone you’re comfortable with goes on leave but there will be others who you ‘click’ with if you give them a chance.





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Old 24-07-2019, 11:18 PM   #715
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Most of the staff are horrible. I can only think of 2 HCA's I can trust. Now I don't even trust the psychologist. I feel so alone.

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Old 25-07-2019, 05:02 PM   #716
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I need help

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Old 25-07-2019, 05:06 PM   #717
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Old 25-07-2019, 05:08 PM   #718
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Thank you I don't think anyone can help but just got put on a section 3 and I ran off the ward got restrained got bruises up my arm it's pretty bad don't trust anyone here now

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Old 25-07-2019, 05:15 PM   #719
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That's really horrible. Being sectioned sucks, as does being restrained. It's hard to trust those involved but they really are there to help you. Can you go to your allocated nurse and talk to them about how this makes you feel? You never know, they might be nice.



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Old 25-07-2019, 05:19 PM   #720
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Thanks I tried to talk to my allocated nurse and she didn't understand

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