*hugs crimson* yeah, it has been really quiet in here. Don't know why... i think everyone is struggling a bit, unfortunately. I hope you are feeling alright. Sorry that you have to start over, but its just a slip up. You can do this!
I'm not good right now. Really fighting my head :-/
<3
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
I ****ing Hate feeling like this .
Called my Mum , Got told off for spending so much money and that I need to save up to visit Felicia , I SOOOO want to visit her , I am making a stand , No more frivulous spending , no money on games and alcohol , I hate myself sometimes . Also does ANYONE know how to or if I need a VISA to visit the states?, My life is unravelling and so many people are holding me together on and offline . I need to regain control .RIGHT NOW.
ACK! I'm so angry at myself!
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
From what I understand you should just need a passport for a short term visit. you would need a temporary visa to get a short term job, go to school or be working on immigrating but for visiting i'm pretty sure it's just a passport you'd need. I can double check..?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
I am really trying not to lose it. Really I am trying. I am really emotionally unstable so bad right now at work, but my coworkers don't know I think. Thanks to my messed up family and others I want to self harm so much. But I can't, cause then there would be questions and I have already been in trouble before. Fudge. Don't know what to do now
*sits in the corner and rocks*
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
*sits with Matt* Sorry useless for anything else right now.
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Thanks *hugs back* its okay. I hope it will be all okay. What if its not though?
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
we can only try to believe it will be. What's happened?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs Jay* Do you know why you're low?
*cuddles Mark* Do you know why you're nervous?
*hugs Matt*
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
