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Old 22-07-2010, 02:06 PM   #4161
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Rosy: my alters don't have names either. Sometimes they use names I made up like Lynx or Maria (that's my middle name), but generally they don't have names.



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Old 22-07-2010, 02:08 PM   #4162
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Hey Lynx, haven't seen you around in a while. How have you been?

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Old 22-07-2010, 03:04 PM   #4163
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well with mine.. sarah chose her own name.. after i got frustrated with sarah being out day after day for a week at work. i didnt have any idea what was going on or what to do to get it to stop i just knew i couldnt feel 6 yrs old at work anymore. i visualized trying to throw her in a dark dark closet.
she screamed kicked and cried.
and the next day she informed me she did not want to be called by my name anymore.. she was real mad at me and her name was now going to be Sarah.

with Sadie- i think she has had her name for a while. not sure if she chose it or just was. but well the first day i heard her, and the first day she actually came out ..i began called her the angry one.. all she did was yell at me and cuss me out.

she finally got sick of being called the a ngry one.. and yell at me saying not to call her that..her name is SAdie.

Sadies name really fits her tho i think. she is a hot tempered redhead
my temper isnt ALL that is hot either *wink*

geez.. nice to see she is awake now.lol
anyhow.. it really does fit her through and through.

the voice.. we just call it the voice.. we arent sure what it is like a shodow spirit thing. i dont know .. just glad it doesnt talk to us much.


anyhow

that is us.

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Old 22-07-2010, 04:49 PM   #4164
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Everyone named themselves in our systems.



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Old 22-07-2010, 04:53 PM   #4165
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I was good and went to pick up meds today. Though been off them for a week so may have to take a half dose for a couple of days

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Old 22-07-2010, 07:12 PM   #4166
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Hi everyone. :)

I went shopping this afternoon, and bought something with each of us in mind. That's so... therapeutic. Amazingly so!

Regarding naming, Katrina was originally Petrina [petrified-frozen, and was separated into Freak Girl, Invisible Girl, Skeleton Girl and a bunch of other wounded states like Storm Lady and The Dictator]. But as I worked at integrating/accepting/becoming conscious, we clarified it down to one, Katrina. The name is for several reasons
- it is like Petrina
- it is a derivative of my name, Katherine
- Katrina was the name of one of the girls who bullied me

Trini was a name we chose together, it simply came when I decided that Little Girl was no longer respectful of her [previously when more scattered/less self aware she was Princess K, Kataisha, and a bunch of other early and later based childhood states]
And Trini because her behaviours are very much entwined with Katrina - it's a dual system.

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Old 23-07-2010, 12:06 AM   #4167
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me an hiding is soo veri scard. bad bad anxity rite now. monda we has tak da of werk to go to dr. dr, wil cal pepls com talk us an decid if we ned be put in hosptal or not.

we so so scard an nervis.
wana go hids now.
scard.




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Old 23-07-2010, 01:23 AM   #4168
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Katie, that's awesome that you bought something for yourselves! It can be really therapeutic and nurturing. We feel privileged to hear about how your names came about and the work you have done integrating the child states. :)

We are having coffee before art therapy - we did come in. We always do. Our alarm didn't go off this morning so we ran a bit late, luckily our step dad and step brother were both a bit late too.

Anyway, take care guys and we will pop in again later today.

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Old 23-07-2010, 04:47 AM   #4169
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I have found a nice person online to talk to about things :> He is lovely and, though he got scared when I switched last week, he is great about it all. I'm happy about this!



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Old 23-07-2010, 04:49 AM   #4170
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that is great labyrinth =)




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Old 23-07-2010, 11:05 AM   #4171
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Hey everyone,

I'm missing so much on here at the moment but I'm still reading it all and thinking of you all. I hope that today is a calm and constructive day for everyone and I'm leaving hugs for anyone who wants them.

I'm now having psychotherapy twice a week which is pretty intense. I've been telling her mainly about some of the r*pes and physical abuse, so it's really draining emotionally and physically. I haven't had the energy to do much else. I feel so depressed and dissociated and I want to kill myself all the time.

The alters all disappeared for a few weeks over the period of breaking up. Bit frustrating as we had reached some form of communication. Last night they came back out again which was encouraging. I'm wondering if I should allow them to speak to my therapist and how I would go about that. I trust my therapist very much but I can't help feeling a little embarrassed too about it.

Every day I just plod along and drag through it trying to resist all the suicidal urges, anorexic thoughts and severe self harming. I'm not coping well at all but I guess it could be worse.

Hope you are all doing ok. Loves xxx

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Old 23-07-2010, 12:29 PM   #4172
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Hi guys, pretty much doing the same as everyone else. Just a quick update, sorry I don't have the energy for more.

Still up in Oxford, got some feedback and was able to help myself enjoy the work a lot more.
Have some very strange viral thing, vomiting and icky looking throat. :S

As for the others, my system and the other one. I guess some of you have picked up I haven't switched, more than maybe three times, in the last five/ five and a bit weeks. That sounds like a pretty good thing but to be honest, it's because I have very little, if any contact with any other alter.

I've been looking into making a place for me to go when I switch, and it turns out it's a recommended idea in a lot of books, still seems dauntng.

Also, Erin has told me I will be switching at some point in the weekend so one of the others can sort something. :S Sometimes I don't like her very much really. And I'm sure she can read this but meh.

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Old 23-07-2010, 02:43 PM   #4173
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*hugs* to everyone

sounds like its just one of those times where everyone hits a rought spot at once.

hope it gets better for everyone (including me/us ) soon
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Old 23-07-2010, 02:55 PM   #4174
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had no nightmares last night :D but I got up loged into deviantART and discovered that someoone had started a thead on the forum there staing I am a "lying attention wh*r*" and now I have over 100 notes and things about how I should go "jump off a bridge"



Might just go back to bed, no point even tryng in the wakng world to do anything

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Old 23-07-2010, 03:03 PM   #4175
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Oh Hazel, that is utterly awful. Can you report it to the site admin or someone?


Hey, Hiding, Tabitha, Hannah and everyone.

I'm doing my best to tuck Trini and Katrina safely away, protect them. Protect me?
Thanks for your comment, lost boys, it means a lot.

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Old 23-07-2010, 03:06 PM   #4176
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hi katie.

hops you bes doin ok.




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Old 23-07-2010, 03:08 PM   #4177
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reported them 2 days ago... seeingly they reported some of my peices last night and they have already been deleted :( I don't even know why!

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Old 23-07-2010, 03:10 PM   #4178
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Hi Sarah. I'm ok. Sad and sort of distant, but ok.

Hazel, maybe stay away from there for a while, and use another site? Let everyone cool off?

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Old 23-07-2010, 03:11 PM   #4179
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i agree with katie.. those people are rude asses..
try to ignore it and not let them bother you.

they need to find something better to do..
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Old 23-07-2010, 03:13 PM   #4180
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I would be the problem is I run some groups on there so have to log in for admin stuff :( been trying to only log in once a day for the last few days but well it hasn't woked too well

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