Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[Koala hugs]

Im a goner somebody catch my breath im a goner somebody catch my breath i wanna be known by you i wanna b known by you twenty one pilots

[yoyogirl]

You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful, as you feel
Waiting at the station with a workday wind a-blowing
I've got nothing to do but watch the passers-by
Mirrored in their faces I see frustration growing
And they don't see it showing, why do I?
You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful as you feel
I have often asked myself the reason for sadness
In a world where tears are just a lullaby
If there's any answer, maybe love can end the madness
Maybe not, oh, but we can only try
You've got to get up every morning
With a smile in your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You're gonna find, yes you will
That you're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful as you feel

[High_Voltage]

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a ****in' phase, I just wanna feel okay

Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I'll replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay

Okay, mother****er, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single ****ing day I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster, yeah

Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
You're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster

[nonperson]

I'm an exception
It's hard to accept
Because I try to be happy
But then I forget
They tell me I need to chill, man
It's all in your head
Maybe I'm paranoid

I don't wanna be myself
It's making me so unwell
I don't wanna be myself
Just wanna be someone else

I once had a thought
But don't know where it went
'Cause I've been living off soda
And cheap cigarettes
Maybe when I was a kid
I was dropped on my head
Yeah, that would make some sense

I don't wanna be myself
It's making me so unwell
I don't wanna be myself
Just wanna be someone else...

[yoyogirl]

Caught out here _ Kelis

[High_Voltage]

I took the supermarket flowers from the windowsill
I threw the day old tea from the cup
Packed up the photo album Matthew had made
Memories of a life that's been loved
Took the get well soon cards and stuffed animals
Poured the old ginger beer down the sink
Dad always told me, "Don't you cry when you're down"
But mum, there's a tear every time that I blink

Oh, I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up, but I know
A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved

So I'll sing Hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
When I fell down you'd be there holding me up
Spread your wings as you go
When God takes you back
He'll say, "Hallelujah, you're home"

I fluffed the pillows, made the beds, stacked the chairs up
Folded your nightgowns neatly in a case
John says he'd drive then put his hand on my cheek
And wiped a tear from the side of my face

I hope that I see the world as you did 'cause I know
A life with love is a life that's been lived

So I'll sing Hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
When I fell down you'd be there holding me up
Spread your wings as you go
When God takes you back
He'll say, "Hallelujah, you're home"

Hallelujah
You were an angel in the shape of my mum
You got to see the person I have become
Spread your wings and I know
That when God took you back
He said, "Hallelujah, you're home"

[Darkwings44]

[Danny:]
We are, we are, we are made from broken parts.
We are, we are, we are broken from the start.
And our hearts, our hearts, they were beating in the dark
'Cause we are, we are, we are built from broken parts.

[J-Dog:]
From the city of angels!
An empty vessel of devils!
Is there no one to save us?
Through my eyes, see the world that you gave us!

hollywood undead-we are

[Ardea]

I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to ten
Over something you said

I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in bed

You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same

So tell me to leave, I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day, I'm not enough, but I still stay

Feels like a lifetime
Just tryna get by
While we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on

You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same

So tell me to leave, I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day, I'm not enough, but I still stay

If you want me to leave, then tell me to leave, and baby, I'll go

You remind me every day, I'm not enough, but I still stay

[ThatJoshGuy]

I've been holding on too tight to let you go
Now I'm sinking in the mire
Wish we could go back to how it was
But we're too close to the wire

Cross the line on my horizon
Sapiens pervade like a virus
Finding solace in isolation
If the wolf cries "boy", keep calm, carry on

Dead among the living, nothing to believe in
Making sinners of saints
All the fears unfaced
Swarming all around me like ants
As the flame is prised
Away from the moth
Stronger in their numbers, turning on each other
Is this out of our hands?

Holding on too tight to let you go
I'm sinking in the mire
Wish we could go back to how it was
But we're too close to the wire

If I give them an inch, they take a mile
Does love have to be tough, cruel to be kind?
Think of all the people you have turned your back on
Do you mourn the lost souls from your pale high horse?

I've been holding on too tight to let you go
I'm sinking in the mire
Wish we could go back to how it was
But we're too close to the wire

Fly without fear of landing
Welcome into the fold
Not all who wander shall be lost
Surrounded, yet somewhat lonely
The carousel claims its toll
Paying a price, not counting costs
What if the weight is lifted
When we are all renewed?
When will the penny ever drop?
Who will our burdens carry?
Who will not shed a tear
If our pulse should ever stop?

Hold on tight and never let me go
Take me back to how it was before
Hell knows I was holier than thou
But heavy is the head that wears the crown

[nonperson]

This bad taste in my mouth
Don't think I can get it out
These cold sheets in my bed
And darling, where is my head?
Oh, lord
I feel old, I'm getting old

Darling I'm amazed
Floating through the days
Like a cannonball
Like an inner voice says
Honey I'm a waste
Falling through the haze
Like a cannonball
Like I'm crashing down

Hopeless
I'm hopeless
I'm lost
I'm hopeless
I'm hopeless
I'm lost...

[High_Voltage]

Me and Kurt feel the same, too much pleasure is pain
My girl spites me in vain, all I do is complain
She needs something to change, need to take off the edge
So f**k it all tonight
And don't tell me to shut up
When you know you talk too much
But you don't got s**t to say
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my bedroom tonight
There's no way I could save you
'Cause I need to be saved, too
I'm no good at goodbyes
We're both acting insane, but too stubborn to change
Now I'm drinkin' again, 80 proof in my veins
And my fingertips stained, looking over the edge
Don't f**k with me tonight
Said you needed this heart then you got it
Turns out that it wasn't what you wanted
And we wouldn't let go and we lost it
Now I'm a goner
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my bedroom tonight
There's no way I could save you
'Cause I need to be saved, too
I'm no good at goodbyes

[nonperson]

Give me hope for something better
Give me justice for my cries
Tell me we're all in this together
And if we're not then tell me lies
Gimme love, give me Wi-Fi
Gimme drugs, get me sky high
Gimme headspace, set my head straight
Cut the dead weight, burn the red tape
Gimme the good old days from seven days ago
Let me go outside again
Gimme life, gimme peace, gimme noise
Someone gimme ****ing zen

[sandalwood]

Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie


Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case

Soon she's down the stairs
Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught by a thread
She pays for the bread and she goes

Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught by a thread
She pays for the bread and she goes

Nobody knows
Nobody knows

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
Where the people are pleasantly strange
And counting the change as she goes

Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

[vonAppen]

Citizen Soldier.

Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently
I'm hanging by a thread tonight, but this time I don't wanna be saved (saved)
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?
What's the point of holding on like this?
When no one seems to care if I exist
There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick
So sick of hearing, I should stay when I know I would never be missed
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If you could see under my skin
You'd realize why I hold it in
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
If you could see all my abuse
And spend a day inside my shoes
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
Will anyone believe the hell of being me
Before I decide to be the dying proof?
So let me fall, let me break
Under everything unsaid
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
Living with what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?

[vonAppen]

Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile.
So goodbye, I'll miss you.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.
It's been the years, of abuse.
Neglected to treat the disorder,
That controls my youth, for so long.
I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground.
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more.
So goodbye, life's abuse.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one…

[vonAppen]

citizen soldier - my little secret

I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face-down
Drowning in this memory
As I lay me down to sleep
I pray the memories won't find me
Hit the bottle, hit the pills, trying anything
Just to forget what you did to me
Won't tell my friends, won't tell my shrink
Yeah, maybe I should say something
I'm terrified you'll put the blame on me
So I live with the ghost, keep it buried deep
Face-down as I drown in this memory
My past is taking over me
The more I fight it, it just won't let go
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face-down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little secret
I've seen so much I can't unsee
I've learned to suffer silently
Fight a war every day that no one sees
It's torture always remembering
I don't want them to think I'm weak
So I bite my tongue until it bleeds
The weight of this is breaking me
To keep it under lock and key
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face-down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little secret
Face down as I drown in this memory
My past is taking over me
The more I fight it, it just won't let go
It just won't let go
I cannot close my eyes
I cannot fall asleep
Suffocating in doubt, all night face-down
Drowning in this memory
It has me paralyzed
It's always haunting me
And no believes me 'cause no one can see it
Might kill me to keep it
It's my little (my little)
My little secret

[Koala hugs]

take away the sensation inside bitter sweet migraine in my head greenday give me novacaine

i cant believe that when i breathe theres something good inside of me just one goood thing inside of me believe hollywood undead

bullet hollywood undead

exodus evanescence my black backpacks stuffed with broken dreams

dark enough amanda lopiccolo trigger warning on that one tho

[nonperson]

I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before, and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins, and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before, and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son
But this life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again, and I think I might black out
I should've left a letter, but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy, but regretting it is so ****ed

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be...

[ThatJoshGuy]

I am sick of being not all right
I've been like this all the time
I've been like this all the time
Kiss your feelings all goodbye
Someday you're gonna die
Someday we're all going to die
But not tonight

Shed a little light
You were everything, you were everything

I cared a little too much
I cared a little too much
Lock the doors, swallow the key
You were everything
I cared a little too much
I cared a little too much
You said this was it, and I believed it

I did
I did
I believed it all
I did
I did
Every word I thought

Our hearts would combust
Wildfire spread of our love
You said this was it, and I believed it
I believed

Would you care
If I changed?
Would you care?
Every oar will mold
Plus these rain clouds can't cry enough to make us stay afloat
I think you wish I wasn't around anymore
I think you wish I passed in a crash of some sort
The highest rising moment of us was a blur
You cried, "We've drowned!", as I thought we danced on the shore

I think you wish I wasn't around anymore
I think you wish I passed in a crash of some sort
I think you wish I wasn't around anymore
I think you wish I passed in a crash

[High_Voltage]

Falling in Reverse - Popular Monster

Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Mother****er, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single ****ing day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster

Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Oh, where the **** is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm not a popular, popular monster

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster