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Old 28-08-2009, 12:24 PM   #381
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you are helping a lot just by talking to me on here, thankyou.

I can tell people over and over that it will get better and mean it, but when it comes to me I just cant do it.

Want a way out however cowardly it might be. I just cant keep doing this, I cant pick myself up again.

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Old 28-08-2009, 12:30 PM   #382
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i know wat u mean.. i really believe everyone will get better.. except me. ill just be stuck here in this hole.

but sweetie. just remember. baby steps. and we'll make it :)

hang in there ok? what are you doing tomorrow?



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Old 28-08-2009, 12:32 PM   #383
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dont know what I'm doing tomorrow dont want to be here this time tomorrow if I'm being perfectly honest. maybe I'll be lucky and get hit by a bus.

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Old 28-08-2009, 12:32 PM   #384
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sorry shouldnt have written that.

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Old 28-08-2009, 12:34 PM   #385
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no its ok sweetie. well i hope that you dont get hit my a bus!!

im sorry things are so tough for you right now hunni. we'll make it through tho



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Old 28-08-2009, 12:37 PM   #386
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I wish I could believe that so much. But I think maybe I'm just one of those people who will never recover. bipolar seems like a life sentance for me like I can never recover from it. I dont want to be on meds for the rest of my life I want to be normal and if I cant have that I just dont want to be here.
And thankyou again for your support its keeping me safe at least for now

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Old 28-08-2009, 12:45 PM   #387
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oh hunni. mental illness suck. and they make us feel like we will never recover. but we will! somehow. promise

i gotta get some sleep. but know that i care about you. and ill always be here if u need someone to tlk to :) pm me if you would like.

hang in there sweetie.



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Old 29-08-2009, 12:19 AM   #388
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is there anyone out there? Not feeling so good

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Old 29-08-2009, 04:24 AM   #389
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Sorry I wasn't around last night. How are you feeling today? *cuddles*



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Old 29-08-2009, 05:15 AM   #390
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Pretty lousy tbh. Feel like **** and the only thing I can think of doing is self destructing. I dont know what to do.

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Old 29-08-2009, 05:31 AM   #391
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hey sweetie
am home from work now and will be on all arvo and early evening

whats happening sweetie?
*cuddles*



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Old 29-08-2009, 05:34 AM   #392
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*cuddles* Is there anything in particular making you feel lousy? Please try and stay safe, I know its hard. Sorry I don't know what to say but I am here for you.



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Old 29-08-2009, 05:39 AM   #393
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I cant stand being in my own skin, I disgust myself. If this is life I dont want it. sorry.

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Old 29-08-2009, 05:43 AM   #394
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I am so ***king selfish.

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Old 29-08-2009, 05:43 AM   #395
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*cuddles some more* I wish I could make it better for you I really do. Things can get better, you have felt better before so you can get there again



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Old 29-08-2009, 05:47 AM   #396
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*cuddles*
sorry I dont have many great words right now but I am here to listen



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Old 30-08-2009, 05:52 AM   #397
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How are you feeling today sweetie?
I hope work this morning went well.
Thinking of you



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Old 03-09-2009, 10:38 AM   #398
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hope your doing ok sweetie
thinking of you



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