joined a while but haven't met anyone yet
concerned that i'm too old to meet people. i've sort of neglected trying. joined a few months ago and made excuses to not do anything. i am a self hurter who is in no way stopping and i don't understand why and i don't understand why it is so difficult. one would think if i hate it, i'd try to stop. one would think that if i love it but hate loving it, i'd try to stop also. i need some friends. especially people who are finding success in stopping their self hurting ways. please feel free to introduce yourself and also ask questions since that is how i best get started introducing myself. i am so sick and tired of the pain and want to replace it with something else and the best thing would be simply nonpain. i don't use medication and don't want to. i mention this because it may be a good starting point for discussion. i have a Rx waiting for me and lots of excuses to not get it. i wonder if any are valid.i'm beginning to ramble. i just want some people to talk to so let me know if you are interested. thanks.
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