i don't know what to title this trigger warning self harm
I have a great friend who is like a mum to me she has hrlped me thru so much and always been there for me dealt with all my baf behaviour in the past stuck by me been my greatest support anf had stuck by me thru thick n thin shes dressed my self injury wounds and i trust her to confide in and when i stopped self harm or tryed to very hard i gave her all my tools voluntarily for her to dispose of . She has been amazing support n done nothing but love me n treat me like her own. But i have hidden tools from her recently tools ehich can only b used for self harming and i dont know quite what to do next its comforting having them but also scary i shud get rid of them but lifr is difficult right now and im clinging on to them ive not used them shes coming round tomorrow i dont know whether to say anything or not i am confident i wont lose her but worried i will hurt her emotionally
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