Just got my first assignment back. Have to keep pinching myself. Got a Distinction - nearly a HD. At one of the top 8 uni's in Australia after not having to write an academic assignment since 2000/2001. I literally can't believe it ... especially since it was with me being very mentally and physically sick and my computer dying all going on.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
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*hugs Mark back* Thanks!! I still can't believe it. It just won't sink in.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
cuddles all,. just being signed off work. and i get an phone call full of atatude(sp) from work. its so nice to know the managers there give a sh%t. hahaha that will be the day.
thanks mark, its just damn crap, dont think they would have cared if i had done somthing stuiped and killed myself. and the laugh of it is they are the ones that are causing all this. and im now dreading going back to work. **** might have made this all worse. curls up and hides.
Jill , I would care if something would have have happened to you.
Me eh . Well I told my befriending woman Becky I S.I. which was a pretty big deal for me , I was so totally worried about her reaction but she was calm and I think concerend (Which made me feel guilty) But I told her and it should help to have another person to talk to about it , and will help me get the support I need ,Becky is a mental health befriender so she has probably heard it all before but it was a big step to tell her
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
thanks mark there just a bunch of a holes .
well done mark, i know how hard and scary that can be telling anyone that you selfharm. so well done on telling becky.
becky is worried because she cares about you. very proud of you mark. big bear hugs
*Hugs Felicia*I don't understand what you mean , sorry but if it's never good is there something else you can focus your energy on , sorry crap advice I think.........
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Basically it means that I think none of my friends are really my friends, which means I'll more than likely pull away from all of them. I don't like this, but I can't stop it. None of my friends have shown me they're real. They're all letting me down.
Or maybe everything's just getting to me. I can't tell.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
Felicia ~ Sometimes it can be good to reevaluate your friendships. I have had to do this twice. One of the people I care deeply about but every time I was feeling better he dragged me back down to where I was so miserable that dying seemed the only way out. The other had lied to me and it hurt not just me but my family and that didn't help my mental state either. These were good times to re evaluate friendships. Just try not to push everyone away. I know this is easier said than done. And I know that sometimes we push everyone away without the step of reevaluating the friendships as well *hugs* No matter what happens though us wardies are here for you :) (I hope that all made sense...got kinda rambly and wordy...)
*hugs Mark and Lia*
Yesterday got quite busy for me... but I've been reading along as I had the chance. I may not get another chance to get in here till Tuesday but I'll try :)
*leaves hugs, care packs, and chocolates for everyone*
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Just got my first assignment back. Have to keep pinching myself. Got a Distinction - nearly a HD. At one of the top 8 uni's in Australia after not having to write an academic assignment since 2000/2001. I literally can't believe it ... especially since it was with me being very mentally and physically sick and my computer dying all going on.
That is great news, well done. Proud of you. *hugs*
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Originally Posted by PoisonedApple
Yesterday got quite busy for me... but I've been reading along as I had the chance. I may not get another chance to get in here till Tuesday but I'll try :)
*leaves hugs, care packs, and chocolates for everyone*
*hugs back and thanks for the chocolates* Watch yourself.
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Originally Posted by nicole94
*hugs everyone then hides*
How are you nicole?
*hugs everyone else*
I'm not great today
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Feeling rough today, slept badly, had problems with my gallbladder and just generally feeling down. Had awful nightmares too last night when I was asleep. *shudders*
