Adult - Baby Loss Support Thread - Page 10

Tig · 14-12-2012, 10:38 PM

Hi Isola, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I don't have any experience to lose a baby at 33 weeks but I do of miscarriage. Am thinking of you. xx

sbless · 07-04-2013, 06:10 AM

I just had my 6th miscarriage on the 18th of March. I feel like falling apart :/

Patent Pending · 01-05-2013, 02:04 PM

It's nearly a year...and I'm falling apart. It hurts to breathe.

FranticMind · 07-08-2013, 09:50 PM

its been two months. i miss you, i know you werent big and strong yet but you were so little and perfect. im rambling. i miss you.

[Luna] · 07-08-2013, 09:57 PM

^ Hope you're holding up okay. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk xx

Cacoethes · 13-08-2013, 09:40 AM

It was my choice and my fault, but I'm just starting to feel something.
You would have been due in January. I would have been 20 weeks now, excited about finding out if you were a boy or a girl.
I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry about what I did, I told myself I couldn't have kept you, but it was selfish. I was being selfish.
It's too late to feel regret now. There is no going back.
I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I wish I had never done this to you.
Please forgive me. x

Tig · 13-08-2013, 01:18 PM

((Sending you hugs Beckie)) ~ xxx

Cacoethes · 13-08-2013, 04:46 PM

Thank you Lottie <3

Patent Pending · 13-08-2013, 05:12 PM

James, I miss you.
I NEVER stop thinking about you.
You'd be coming up to a year now.
<3

[Luna] · 16-08-2013, 08:32 PM

I don't think I'm still grieving over the loss of the baby but still struggling with the events surrounding it.
My mind keeps reliving it. I keep asking myself if it was my fault or if I could have prevented it. Will it affect me having children in the future?

I sometimes think that, had the baby been born, it would have been the blessing to come out of a horrendous event. I think that, maybe, it would have made all the pain worth it.
Instead, there was just more pain.

Cacoethes · 19-09-2013, 12:43 PM

Seeing all the newborn babies today really hurt.
Because of Jasmine, and because of you.
I would have gone there for antenatal checks. I would have gone there after you were born for your checks and injections.
The babies were so cute and tiny.
Wondering what you would have looked like, how much you would have weighed.....
I'm sorry you never got the chance. I'm sorry I was so selfish.

Cacoethes · 16-11-2013, 05:35 PM

Would have been 34 weeks now.
I always think I'd forgotten, but I doubt I ever will.
Always wondering if it was the right thing to do, or if I just convinced myself it was.
I feel the guilt and I can almost hear you asking why.
I'm sorry.

Snow White. · 18-11-2013, 11:03 AM

*gentle and supportive cuddles for Beckie* xxxx

Cacoethes · 18-11-2013, 09:06 PM

Thank you Aimee xx

FranticMind · 18-11-2013, 10:11 PM

leaves lots of cuddles.

Cacoethes · 19-11-2013, 12:58 AM

thanks Kat x

SavingGrace · 19-11-2013, 01:04 AM

i feel like a freak. just over 6 years have passed. this shouldn't hurt any more but it does. so sorry baby/

Cacoethes · 19-11-2013, 01:20 AM

You're not a freak lovely *big hugs* xx

DestroyMe · 12-01-2014, 01:51 AM

I just went through a second miscarriage in 3 years and I feel so...lost. I knew I was pregnant and I felt different..my body felt different, like the first time but I TTC too close to my period and it couldn't stay. I feel so defective. I can't even think straight..
I feel like there's something wrong with me..

Tig · 18-01-2014, 08:25 PM

Hey lovely,

I'm so sorry to hear about your second miscarriage. I truly can relate to the feelings of being defective. You aren't though. This isn't your fault, at all.

Sending you love and hugs xxx