Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - had sex in a secure psych hospital :'(
it was in the toilets.
i kept telling him to get off but he wouldnt
he held me down.
i was so scared.
i had to tell the staff.
they gave me the morning after pill and moved him to another ward straight away
it was about 2 months ago now
but he keeps calling me
it was so stupid of me
i hate myself
just needed to vent
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
ive tried and i cant do it
i feel so ashamed
and i got the staff in trouble.
there are supposed to be 2 staff on the floor at all times
and he managed to get me into the toilet and we stayed in there for god knows how long
they got into so much trouble
and it was terrifing
i keep having flasbacks and it makes me cry
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
You didn't get the staff into trouble. It was a fault in the system. Ask at a mobile phone shop and they will show you how to block it. I hope you get support to get through this. x
*huge hugs*
it's not your fault hun
and you shouldn't feel guilty
the staff obviously weren't doing their jobs
and could you possibly change your number if you don't know how to block it?
I'm always a PM away if you need to talk
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*hugs Becky extra tight* Sweethart that was not sex, that was rape, and it's not your fault at all. Was he a staff member? If so the staff SHOULD be in trouble. He should be in major major trouble. *snuggles gently* You poor thing, it's not your fault. Try to call the phone company and change your phone number ok? We can clear this up honey.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
Yes there is something they can do sweetheart. *sits with you* I'm sorry I used that scary word, but it's true sweetie. He knew what he was doing it he didn't let you go and keeps calling. And the staff should still be in trouble for not monitoring the patients close enough. Do you want to PM me and talk a little sweetheart?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
*hugs* that was not your fault. you said no and he didn't listen. that makes him very wrong, not you. can you tell the police he is calling you, so you can get a restraining order? it doesn't matter if he's competent or not, he can't harass you. either he needs to stop contacting you or he needs to be put back in the hospital. honestly i'm not sure why he's out of the hospital when he did something like that that short of a time ago. do try to block his number but if he contacts you at all you really should tell an authority as you have every right to NEVER hear from him again. what happened was very wrong. You are NOT at fault. and it is the staff's fault that they weren't watching, they should get in trouble, so don't feel guilty.
I didnt know if i shoud have posted this bu it could elp knowing your kind of not alone.
There was this girl in hospital at the same time as me and she kept tryig it on but becasue i didnt want to she kind of attacked me. I pusnhed her away but then she started bullyng me leaving notes on my pillow saying she was going to cut me up into pieces, but iw ont go intothat anymore.
I just wanted yu to know that its not your fault it happened. x
And if your thoughts should turn to death, you gotta stub them out like a cigarette..
he hasnt called in a while, i think he has got the message, i hope he has.
he is still in hospital, just a different one, i was thinking of asking that hospital didnt let him use the phone or for his calls to be supervised, i know it sounds harsh but im sick of it
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
