I hate RYL so much.
I hate how you get nice PM's based just on your mood bar, I hate how supportive and loving everyone is in chat, I hate how close knit this community is and how everytime you log on, some lovely people have replied to your thread.
Not sure about hate , people i like and care for on here, but i am feeling like i wish i could leave it for a week or so but not sure i can . Even though i dont know people properly i worry about people but not sure about anythng being good for me. I am glad i found this place even though sometimes i feel oh ffs i dont know what i feel .
I dont feel comfortable in my own mind about giving people advice saying things like hope you get better and and alsorts like that when i feel for myself i just wish i was dead , it seems like id be givin false stuff out . Sorry but i cant express what is going on in my thoughts i feel like im not able to send people positivity when im feeling like **** myself. Not sure if anyone understands
^I understand that. I think all you can do is say what you can. You have a lot to offer people, but you don't have to be all positivity all the time. Sometimes you have to look after yourself, and that's ok.