♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
It would be "ah... Nothing im doing nothing here" and quickly walking away but not far eough that they cant see me and follow me everywhere
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
What kind of people are this? People who know you or strangers? I think there's probably a good explanation behind each one of them. It's just hard to be logical some times.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Both people i know and strangers i can even see them looking at my house now *bites his lip and closes his blinds* stop it stop it stop it
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Try not to think about what's going on outside. You're safe.
Sasha; sorry to hear that. Hope you rest soon.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
(Mod note: User is feeling very bad and suicidal.)
Last edited by Amaryllis : 19-12-2013 at 06:53 AM.
Reason: removed suicide note.
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Nathan; You need to contact someone who can help you. We can't stop you here but we're here to listen and support you. If you're that close then you really need to call someone close to you.
Sasha; I hope you do <3
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Guitar; Nightmares are terrible, I'm sorry they're plaguing you. Try some gentle breathing - breathe in for three seconds, then hold it for three seconds and then breathe out for three seconds. Wait three seconds and start again.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*sigh* I have to wait for my parents to go to bed so I can go take a bath... and then bed. I'll probably take a nap at work again, that seems to be becoming the norm... :/
"I need you to know, I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light."
"I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear. Escape from this afterlife"
"Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know."
*hugs Sasha*
I hope they go to bed soon so you can relax
x x x
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I will be back in a minute. Dunno how long for though because it's gone 3am here.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*lays in my pile of fluffies and curls up with a kitty plush* I already wanna go home. *sighs*
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
