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Old 14-12-2009, 08:10 AM   #1
imjustkimxo
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Join Date: Jan 2008
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - i need help...

it's 2 in the morning here...

its been almost 2 years since i've written here
but i've no where else to turn
i'm afraid to die but i want to die
i just cut myself and it was the best and worst feeling ever
the euphoria i felt was amazing, but the shame overpowered it quickly


i hate myself right now.
i hate the person i've become. i hate how i look, how i feel, how i walk talk breathethinksound...

i think i need someone to talk to. this may sound desperate but...please...someone help me. someone save me?



SI free since 12/20/09
~What the hell am i doing here? I don't belong here~





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Old 14-12-2009, 09:21 AM   #2
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We can't save you, but we can listen.

It sounds like you want things to change, but are in two minds about it.

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Old 14-12-2009, 10:25 AM   #3
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Only you can save yourself, no one else can do it. You should began by seeking help..talk to any consellors around your area, family,friends,let them know whats going on with you..that way youl feel a bit better. If you hate evrything about yourself, start with little things...like you have good health and basic needs, people who stand by you. I hope things get better for you, take care '



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and you start to bleed.


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Old 15-12-2009, 01:34 PM   #4
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Feel free to message me. I'm sorry that you are feeling so bad about yourself. Is there any particular reason for this?
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Old 15-12-2009, 05:49 PM   #5
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I'm sorry that things are so difficult for you right now, we are all here to support you. What is it that is happening to make you feel so bad? Please stay safe and get in touch if you need anything. Take care.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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