You keep saying to me - "I know you want to lose weight - but please stop when you get to your goal"
But the closer I get to my goal size - the more I see its not enough. Im just a few pounds away - but theres still so much fat on me.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
I'm sinking and you're keeping me afloat- But each time you leave I begin to drown again and I cant keep going.
Theres too much going on and for you I'm giving up the one thing that would normally keep me going. It's all getting too difficult though. I need you so much right now
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
I've tried helping you, but you never listen. You always put something in the way and never take anything on board. You ask for advice, throw it back in my face. I know it's hard for you right now, but understand it's hard for me too.
Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.
I can understand why you said that, but the reasons you used is far from fair. Apparently someone who's been through depression knows what it's like for others to go through it, I don't think you do. You come at me, with all your holier than thou attitude, and tell me you can't be a part of my life till I'm better. I believe you've took this new religion and used it as a tool to separate yourself from others, not just myself, and then feel justified in doing so. I think you're still as messed up as me, you need help. You're meant to be a friend, I've known you 10 years. I need people around me, not leaving me. I've took this as a sign, a sign we're not meant to be friends again.
Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.
Can i see you before things spiral out of control again? im feeling upset and worried and suicidal again! i was feeling so bad tonight in lessons i started digging my pencil into my leg and dragging it along trying to do damage just wishing it was a razor blade! i havent felt that in years!
i want to see you so you can talk me out of this bad patch but your not here this week! i rely on you too much, your only a perfessional!
What is wrong with me? why wont you hold me like you did before. Did I say something?Do something?
Why wont you tell me. What the fuck has happened?
Maybe I'm just going mad. maybe im being too forceful on you. But you're what I want, all of the time....Please dont push me aside...please
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
'I'm going through a rough patch', I guess that's one way of saying it.
You could also say 'I am depressed and I'm falling apart', that would be closer to the truth.
