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Old 23-05-2020, 01:08 PM   #81
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It is a lonely time even though you're right that people are sharing a lot of similar feelings. There will of course be your own individual struggles too and that makes it extra difficult at points. What does your routine look like? I hope whatever happens with your accommodation is right for you.





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Old 23-05-2020, 07:53 PM   #82
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My routine is basic. Meds, eat, sleep, eat, meds, sleep. I try and motivate myself to play games and read and watch tv but mostly I stay in bed and get suffocated by my own impure thoughts, instructive and negative thoughts. I try and sit with them or ignore them but they bounce back. I should use distractions but motivation isn't there.

God, I need to move out and it hurts every second I'm here, like physically I can feel it. Emotionally I'm in hell but not because this place isn't bad but it isn't for me. At this moment in time I just want things to stop.



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Old 24-05-2020, 09:10 AM   #83
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Hmm, staying in bed getting suffocated by thoughts doesn't sound idea. What do you think could help with motivation for distractions and other activities? I'm wondering if K could provide some text-motivation or something to give you some accountability?



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Old 28-05-2020, 03:46 PM   #84
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We broke up unfortunately



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Old 28-05-2020, 06:36 PM   #85
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I'm sorry to hear that. How are you managing? I think you would most definitely feel at least a bit better if you weren't in bed so much of the time.





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Old 29-05-2020, 03:38 AM   #86
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Do you have a comfy couch or chair? Sometimes even just moving from bed to lay in a different spot can make a little bit of difference, if getting up feels entirely too much.



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Old 30-05-2020, 11:47 AM   #87
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Oh no, I’m sorry to hear that. Do you want to talk about? How are you?



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Old 02-06-2020, 11:29 PM   #88
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I'm getting up more and doing things, like walking and cooking and crafts. I'm trying.

It was the age old dilemma or having a gf in secret and lying to her parents or coming out and causing an uproar with her religious parents. And I think also she didn't want to commit whereas I did.

I feel okish, hurts but surviving.



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Old 03-06-2020, 01:45 AM   #89
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I'm so sorry to hear that. You're doing so well to keep going and keep yourself busy. Try to be kind to yourself just now.

Also, we really need a catch up!



"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
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Old 03-06-2020, 05:45 AM   #90
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Trying is all that you can ask from yourself & it sounds like you are doing really well with that. <3

I am sorry that you are hurting.




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Old 03-06-2020, 01:44 PM   #91
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Trying is much better than not trying, I think when you try things can improve even just a tiny bit because you're distracted or have a routine.





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Old 04-06-2020, 06:56 PM   #92
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Thank you, guys.

We're talking occasionally, I'm feeling better about the situation.

Camden, the supported accomodation has two sites, a main house which I'm free to access which has lounges and comfy chairs and my house which has a lounge but really not comfortable sitting in silence with my roommate so I go to the main house to sit, which is what I've been doing and getting involved with activities, I've had a good few days. And not been in bed all day.

Thank you Hannah, we do! It's been far too long, we'll have to sort something out when this is all over.

That means a lot, Lana. Thank you.

I think so to, Lindsey. I've been feeling more positive lately.

I'm on the next step of getting my own place, just have to sort out the care I'll be recieving because they're not allowing me to move out without it. Cpn is coming Tuesday to sort it all out and then it's the waiting game. I'm looking at this as a new chapter which I can't wait to start.



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Old 04-06-2020, 10:08 PM   #93
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You are being so brave <3

I am glad to hear that you are able to continue to do things that are helpful.
Even the most simple and little things can have a great impact on how we are feeling and how recovery will be going.

That's a fantastic outlook to have.




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Old 09-06-2020, 06:37 PM   #94
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Thank you, lana. <3

I'm not sleeping as much anymore and actually starting to feel human in the morning. I've always been an early bird but lockdown has fucked up my routine like I said but things are looking brighter thank you.



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Old 09-06-2020, 07:12 PM   #95
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Reading this makes me so happy ❤

Hero points to you for fighting so hard to get better ☀




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Old 12-06-2020, 09:40 PM   #96
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So pleased that things are looking brighter; you're doing such a great job :) Sending you oodles of hero points and good luck for the move.

Also how the frick did Lana get that sunshine symbol????



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Old 22-06-2020, 08:57 PM   #98
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Thanks guys

Things are looking up. Everyone is backing me moving out, applications and references sorted, it seems like this is actually going ahead, very pleased.

The only thing I'm not even struggling or concerned about but rather not do all the time is cannabis, I've been smoking it with a fellow young tenant, but I won't go overboard with it.

Ive currently got a 24hr ECG on for etopic heartbeat but the Dr so it's benign so not worried but it's a pain. They're thinking it's my depot so when the results come back they'll either do nothing, change my depot or try beta blockers.



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Old 27-06-2020, 06:53 PM   #99
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This sounds really positive, I'm so pleased and excited for you!

So do you mean you would like to reduce your cannabis use? Sorry, I wasn't quite sure if you were saying it was something you want to change or not!

I hope the 24hr ECG wasn't too intrusive/annoying and that the results are helpful- sounds like they've got a plan at least.



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Old 04-07-2020, 10:47 PM   #100
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Sorry, I wasn't clear. I meant the cannabis is fine if I don't overdo it.
But I did, but with a class a drug a couple of times and slipped into a depressive episode, I'm just coming out of it



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