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13-01-2008, 02:49 PM
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This Member is currently Banned
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: south west london
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Triggering (SI/Sexual Abuse) - had enough
had enough of the memories had enough of the dreams
had enough of the flashbacks had enough of it all.
wish they would leave me alone wish i could be rid of them
wish that i didnt have to remember wish i could block it out
the abuse i went through is eating away at me it never leaves my mind
i want it out of me i want it gone
the flashbacks are more real then ever and when i have them i wanna cut so bad to cut the dirtyness and horribleness outta me
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13-01-2008, 03:20 PM
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Just find the time and reach for the bright side
Join Date: Nov 2007
Location: Kent, England
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**many many hugs**
it's not fair what you're going through, I'm going through the same thing and it's horrible :(
sorry I haven't got much caring advice or help to give right now, but please take care of yourself, it's completely natural to feel dirty but you need to hold on to the thought that this is something which happened to your body. Your mind was somewhere else entirely, and just because it's been trapped in something that's had to undergo that sort of trauma doesn't mean that it's been debased too
xxxxxxbobbib
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Where do you turn when the night turns to singing such sweet melodies and you flash your fin then it's back to the depths where I cannot see you but I built these towers just to honour you.....
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13-01-2008, 10:33 PM
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little skinless
Join Date: Jul 2007
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I'm really sorry you're feeling so bad.
This will get better, you know. I know how terrible and overwhelming it can be, but you will feel better with time, I'm sure you will. You're not dirty or horrible, what happened to you was horrible, but it does not mean you're horrible at all.
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Sit on my finger, sing in my ear, O littleblood.
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