Possibly Triggering - "I Am" Poem

[k-kasowski]

I Am a self-injurer.
I Wonder if I will ever be able to stop injuring.
I Hear people making jokes and laughing about self-injury, when there is nothing funny about it.
I See myself in a mirror with scars on my arms and legs.
I Am a self-injurer.

I Pretend that I am not depressed.
I Feel like I am worthless, and that there isn't a point in life.
I Touch the scars upon my skin.
I Worry that people at school will find out my secret.
I Cry after I injure, whishing I wouldn't have done it, but loving the sting anyway.
I Am a self-injurer.

I Understand what it is like to want to give up all hope.
I Say that everything is OKAY when it's really not.
I Dream about a day when I don't think about self-injury.
I Try not to injure, but it always seems to win the battle...even when I don't want it to.
I Hope that if I were to die tomarrow, that there would be something after life.
I Am a self-injurer.

~Katey Kasowski~

[finding.my.wings]

Wow Katey
that is so amazing, you write so well.
its honest and true, its beautiful in its simple blantent honesty.

[k-kasowski]

Thanks. I wrote that a while ago.

<3 Katey

[Doikers]

Thats really good , powerful and to the point :)

[BeautifulGarbagex3]

Wow , Katey , you're wrong your poetry is amazing. It's so emotionaland heart felt. I love it. Keep writing , take care :)
Xx

[k-kasowski]

Thanks for the comments :)

<3 Katey

[Lost Love]

i agree with what you wrote. and it has alot of feeling that goes into it.