Dear princess, sorries and promises
I am so sorry that I fell in love with a criminal.
I am so sorry that for the first year of your life I was more obsessed with how I looked and what I wore than your well being.
I am sorry I put our toxic marriage and relationship above you.
That was wrong of me but I have tried my best.
I hope you enjoyed your swimming and the mum and baby groups and the ones he would let us go to because they were free.
I'm sorry you had to stay in the playpen whilst I cleaned.
I'm sorry that we've had to come here.
I'm sorry that I put a man before you.
But I promise princess this is only the start of our new life.
I promise I won't go back.
I promise I will stay away and just focus on you and listen to everyone.
I promise I won't let us be another tragic statistic.
Your more important princess and having you as a strong and confident young woman one day is more important.
I love you Princess
You are everything to me.