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Old 15-04-2021, 10:10 PM   #1
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i dont know

i dont know what i am........... i mean i know that emotional i sort of feel like a guy but at the same time i feel like a female and i cant stand even the thought of having male parts but i like wearing guy clothes im so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know what i am!!!!!!!!



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Old 15-04-2021, 10:18 PM   #2
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I wear guy clothes and I'm not, and have never been, very feminine. So I do understand your confusion because it baffles me sometimes too.

I think there's sometimes a lot of pressure to define oneself as masculine or feminine, male or female, or anything in between... but I find the best way to define me, is that I'm simply "me".

And don't get me wrong, I'm not always comfortable with "me", I'm not exactly sure how to define "me", I am confused by "me" a lot of the time...

What I'm saying is don't feel like you have to define yourself in any way.

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Old 15-04-2021, 10:42 PM   #3
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yeah...... but the staff bothers me about my chothes though because they want me in bright feminie chothes they went shoping for chothes for me because i cant get them myself due to the pamdemic and they bought me all bright feminine chothes i hated almost all of them (except one shirt because it was a lilo and stitch one) i dont feel right in those chothes though
and they make comments about me that make me feel that i should feel wrong about myself........



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Old 15-04-2021, 10:52 PM   #4
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Can't you buy your own clothes online?

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Old 16-04-2021, 12:29 AM   #5
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You might have a google about the difference between gender identity versus gender expression. That might help with some of your confusion.



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Old 16-04-2021, 05:24 PM   #6
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Old 16-04-2021, 05:25 PM   #7
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Can't you buy your own clothes online?
i dont have a credit card...



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Old 16-04-2021, 05:35 PM   #8
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Wait you have no access to money?

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Old 16-04-2021, 08:43 PM   #9
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well..... i do get a certain amout of money each week but no i dont have a credit card.....



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Old 16-04-2021, 11:11 PM   #10
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I dont know if it's the same in the USA but here in the UK you only need an bank account to open an PayPal account not an credit card. Most places online including clothes shops accept PayPal. If that's the case in the USA could you open a PayPal account and use your money to buy clothes online?

Alternatively you could use your money you get each week to get clothes from a physical store (if they are open in your area due to covid) if you get paid in cash. It might take a few weeks depending on how much money you get but if you put a small amount away each week it'll soon mount up.


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Old 17-04-2021, 09:06 PM   #11
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i dont know how to use paypal though

yeah i can do that



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