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Old 07-02-2020, 04:06 PM   #81
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Yay! You'll have an even better time now. =)

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Old 07-02-2020, 04:16 PM   #82
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Definitely!
So happy!



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


Who else is fine?!?!?


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Old 07-02-2020, 06:00 PM   #83
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Don't forget all the wise advice about mood stuff though. =)

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Old 07-02-2020, 06:27 PM   #84
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I won't
I'm going to make up a list of emergency contacts now to have on my phone



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Old 07-02-2020, 06:59 PM   #85
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Yay! I'm so glad that you are able to go and that it was helpful to come up with a plan of action should things get worse!

Don't get carried away with the excitement though! Could you keep up the calming stuff between now and going?



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Old 07-02-2020, 07:02 PM   #86
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Thanks!

I'll try not to!
I am keeping up the calming stuff
I don't want to get into any trouble!



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Old 07-02-2020, 08:06 PM   #87
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Well done Beckie :) I'm glad they're happy for you to go! I hope you manage to have a lovely chilled time.





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Old 07-02-2020, 08:13 PM   #88
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Thanks eska! :)



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Old 18-02-2020, 07:22 PM   #89
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Sorry to bump this again

I'm having a bad time
I called the duty worker earlier because of bad thoughts of jumping in front of a train for reasons that are not quite clear (saving the world?) And I don't want to do it because I don't want to die AT ALL
But I don't see a way out of it
I'm supposed to do it later
Duty worker said to call crisis team if things are still not good so I've just called the crisis team, which took a lot because I really hate phone calls but I'm desperate, and they said use coping skills which I have been doing all day or present at A&E
I'm not sure what I really expected them to do but I'm now in floods of tears and I don't know what to do



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Old 18-02-2020, 07:51 PM   #90
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lots of love and many hugs




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Old 18-02-2020, 08:10 PM   #91
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Thanks shira



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Old 19-02-2020, 12:01 AM   #92
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Hi, you don't know me but I'm an age old lurker with massive fears about posting - but I hate to see you struggling so much - please, please take care.... take a breath and breeeeath.... You're so worth it....

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Old 19-02-2020, 09:12 AM   #93
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Thank you
That means a lot

I managed to get to sleep by taking some old medication which wasn't the best idea as this medication can be quite dangerous if taken in that way.
But I needed to sleep or I would have gone out



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Old 19-02-2020, 10:15 AM   #94
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How are you feeling today? Have you any plans to try and distract yourself?

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Old 19-02-2020, 10:27 AM   #95
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I'm not feeling any better
I have slimming world now and might be seeing Jasmine later but not sure yet. Depends on my mum



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Old 19-02-2020, 10:40 AM   #96
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I hope it goes well with slimming world. Do you have any other plans if your mum is too busy to let you see Jasmine?

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Old 19-02-2020, 10:49 AM   #97
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Thank you
Slimming world went very well. Staying for group as a distraction. It's a nice group

I have nothing else planned if my mum is too busy
Tbh I don't feel 100% seizure wise so may not be wise for me to bus 2 hours to mums anyway.
I'll see how it goes.

I'm meant to be getting a call from the duty worker this morning so I'll see what happens with that

Thanks for replying



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Old 19-02-2020, 02:29 PM   #98
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Can you tell the duty worker what is going on and that you don't feel any better?



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Old 19-02-2020, 05:59 PM   #99
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I told him that
He said to call back if I'm still struggling
I had a nice time with Jasmine and mum which distracted me but now I'm waiting for the bus home and its all come back.
I don't know what to do.
No way I'm calling crisis again



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Old 19-02-2020, 06:12 PM   #100
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Can you head over to A&E instead of going home? I think I remember you saying crisis suggested that was an option yesterday. Just wanted to say it's okay to do that and might be an idea? You don't have to suffer if there are people there to help you.

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