So depressed I can barely move
I just feel like I'm dragging myself around pointlessly since I had my son I've been piling on weight that no matter what I do I can't seem to shift which is not helping at all.
now I've just taken a huge smack to the face from my oldest friend who forgot totally about the party I've been planning for a month already that's in June for my sons first birthday and booked a whole bunch of stuff on the same day that's going to mean 90% of the people I want to be there won't turn up, and all this is on top of the fact I've been feeling ignored, forgotten an left out for a while now,
my parents keep digging at me about my clothes, my weight and well to be honest I cannot see how much longer I'm going to last SI free, i've already slipped once recently which my fiancée chose to completely ignore. Again not helping how worthless I feel.
To top all of it off I feel awful about the fact I haven't been on Ryl in about 2 years and now I'm back here bothering everyone again. Somebody tell me I'm worth something? Please
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