Damaged my heart from overdose
A few nights ago, I took a really bad overdose, to the point I was in resus on constant watch.
I'm out now, but I'm feeling, detached and confused.
The overdose I took damaged my heart, and on my discharge letter it says I now have, "left atrial enlargement and right heart bundle branch block.
I'm being referred to cardiology, but I just wondered if anyone else had ever damaged there hearts?
Said thing is, I don't regret it, I want to do it again. I mean look I haven't posted in a very long time and that's because I have been well. Then all of sudden BAM the black monster is back. How does that even happen. I was better. I was! And now everything is turning to ****, my job, my friends, my life, and now my body.