I don't want to accept that you've gone. I wish you were still here. I wanted you to come to the wedding and see me get married. Now you're never going to see any of us get married. You'll always be a hero to me. I love you
I hope you got your letter, darling.
Thank you so much for the rainbow to tell me that everything's okay.
Sweetest of dreams.
xx
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Love you mummy, more than anything. I think you would have been proud of the service yesterday. So many people love you so much.
Miss you so much, I listened to your message last night and I just love hearing your voice, it makes me smile. It will be ok mummy I promise, we'll all here for each other and I've always got you too.
I met up with your mum, dad and Amy last week. It was lovely to see them as always!
I'm going to go out to spain and stay with them next year which will be nice!
I just wish you were here to come with us!
I love you loads angel.
xxxxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Pip, I want you back so much. I am in pieces without you, because you were the one who pulled everything together. I want that again. Even when you were ill, you still managed to make me smile, and now that you're gone, there's just this massive emptiness with nothing to fill it.
I wish this awful disease had never gotten its teeth into you. We always knew it would take you, but that hasn't made it any easier.
I miss you so much. I would do anything for you to be here again so I could make you a cup of tea.
I hope I did enough for you Pip, I really do. I love you.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
Im sorry I didnt do enough for you, that love wasnt enough to save you.
I hope youre watching all this and wishing you were here to help me. Selfish I know but you told me youd always be here for me. Infact you told me if you died then you would still be around me, well I dont feel or see you. I dont feel you anymore. You're actually gone.
****ing suicide. Im so done with it, so done with this greif Laura but it keeps biting me on the arse, and I want you here just for a minute, just for a hug and a fag and some words. Thats all I want. Just need to know Im doing the right thing, that you are still proud of me, like you were before, when you were alive. Want to know you know about my degree, about work, about Mums cancer.
Need you to be here with me, feeling it with me, like you used to. Need you to be here loving me, helping me and holding me.
I need a part of myself back.
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
I wish you were still here so you could join in with all the **** we've been getting up to. I know you're probably looking down on us now and seeing it all and probably having a right laugh over it haha. It isn't the same though.
Although I don't say it a lot, I do miss you, even though we never got on as well as everyone else seemed to get on with you. Even the parties aren't the same now.
Hope you're having fun up there and causing loads of havoc :) See you again one day :)
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in the hard ground.
So it is, and so it will be, for so it has been, time out of mind:
Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely. Crowned
With lilies and with laurel they go; but I am not resigned.
Lovers and thinkers, into the earth with you.
Be one with the dull, the indiscriminate dust.
A fragment of what you felt, of what you knew,
A formula, a phrase remains, --- but the best is lost.
The answers quick & keen, the honest look, the laughter, the love,
They are gone. They have gone to feed the roses. Elegant and curled
Is the blossom. Fragrant is the blossom. I know. But I do not approve.
More precious was the light in your eyes than all the roses in the world. Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave
Gently they go, the beautiful, the tender, the kind;
Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.
I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned.
Dad I need you, we need you, I wish you didn't go. I'm trying to be healthy and cope but I still miss you. I wish you were here. I just want to feel your arms around me.
Happy birthday Mr Bastard. You don't have any idea how much we all miss you being here. See you again soon some day. I'll try and have a little drink for you in the weekend
Rest in peace grandad and Brett. You are so greatly missed down here. And loved by everyone. Please look after Ziggy. Introduce him to Tommy. And Gazza, Sam and Sandy. Make sure they all behave.
Grandad, it's coming up to your birthday. I'll send you a balloon this year I promise. And I will light a candle for you and Brett at church. Hope you are proud of me :) I miss you! I love you loads. <3 xxxxx
Nan, i miss you so much i cannot even describe to you! things are so different now, it's been nearly 6 months since you slipped away and i will not accept that you are gone! i love you so much and i wish you were here just for this christmas, i dont know how sue feels i dont know what i can say to her i just hope your watching over her and making sure she's ok. i wish you were here right now nan things are pretty **** atm!! i will see you soon i'm gonah come say hello on your birthday bring you some flowers and a card!! until we meet again sleep tight!! i love you nan <3 19/05/11
Tay.
I can't express the words I want to say.
But, I hope you know that we're all thinking about you today.
All of your family, all of your comrades.
We miss you so, so much.
We want you back.
You were such a good soldier baby.
A good brother, friend, boyfriend, son...
Nan it's been 6 months to this day that you sadly passed, spending three days at your bedside slowly watching you fade away doesn't seem right, it's not real to me that we sat there while you slept and watching you leave us in this painful place, you had such an amazing life and we love you so much. you got to an amazing age of 95 :) i'm so proud to say ive a nan like you! it's your birthday soon which will be hard also christmas!! i hope your'll be partying hard up there and behave yourself missy!! i love you lots nanny <3 xx
I wish I was still writing letters to you, and listening to you sing. every day without you is breaking my heart. I try to hold on to everything about you, your face, your voice. I'm clinging to thin air, trying to remember what you were like. I hate not knowing where you are. I dream about you constantly. I miss you so much.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
