I know it never did me any good
Its just hard to fight the voices
You're probably all going to *facepalm* but I have cut and need to go to A&E
Trust me I'm facepalming myself
I physically couldn't stop so had to press the buzzer for staff to come
They were nice about it
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm glad you got seen to and back quickly. It's okay to not know what to say. Sometimes things just happen. Hopefully you can pick up and move on from it instead of dwelling on it or letting it turn into a repeat thing. Hope you were able to get some sleep.
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You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I did get some sleep thanks
Only just got up and the voices are on at me to rip the staples out which I don't want to do because it will be very painful
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Ok.
A new girl got put on 1:1 which I got told they 'didn't do' here.
I'm just confused as to why they tortured me with locking me out of my room for days in a really uncomfortable seclusion outfit and being made to sleep in the day area when she is allowed to stay in her room with all her stuff and just be on 1:1.
Would honestly rather have been on 1:1 than the way I was treated
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I think you can ask, but I guess at the same time, does comparing or worrying about why change or help you in any way? How does that help you move forward to being able to go home?
Not at all saying it's okay, but at the same time, you don't know their situation or the situation on the ward to judge how and why they made the decisions they did. I'd worry about focusing on you and how you can do what you need to do to get discharged.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I got about 2 hours of broken sleep
In the end they made me go to the day area, then I went back to my room so they ended up wedging my door open and sitting at the desk that's just outside my room until I fell asleep.
I'm shattered today but cant sleep anymore
Also in a very bad mood
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
No. It got worse.
I'm still in a horrible, irritable mood.
Waiting for the nurse in charge to come out and talk to me about being able to go back to my room.
I get treated so much more harshly than everyone else here. Some other girl had an incident and didn't get dragged out and room locked all day. She also got to go out for a cigarette outside all day and I was denied my leave for fresh air going out with the smokers.
Why are the staff treating me so differently?
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm not surprised you're in a horrible mood - lack of sleep is going to be a major part of that, but sounds like you'e got plenty of other reasons to be irritated besides just that!