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Old 28-05-2020, 07:13 PM   #761
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I know it never did me any good
Its just hard to fight the voices
You're probably all going to *facepalm* but I have cut and need to go to A&E
Trust me I'm facepalming myself
I physically couldn't stop so had to press the buzzer for staff to come
They were nice about it



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Old 28-05-2020, 08:34 PM   #762
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I'm glad they were nice about it and I hope they are nice at A&E too. I'm glad you were able to ask for help. <3



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Old 28-05-2020, 08:57 PM   #763
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I'm glad you got help and hope if there's a next time you could press the buzzen sooner. Hope your A&E visit isn't too long.





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Old 28-05-2020, 10:13 PM   #764
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Thank you both <3

They were very nice in A&E and I wasnt there too long.
It's been much less busy since all the covid business

Staff tonight have asked me what's gone on because I was having a good couple of days
I don't know what to say to that really



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Old 29-05-2020, 03:36 AM   #765
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I'm glad you got seen to and back quickly. It's okay to not know what to say. Sometimes things just happen. Hopefully you can pick up and move on from it instead of dwelling on it or letting it turn into a repeat thing. Hope you were able to get some sleep.



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Old 29-05-2020, 12:01 PM   #766
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I did get some sleep thanks
Only just got up and the voices are on at me to rip the staples out which I don't want to do because it will be very painful



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Old 29-05-2020, 01:53 PM   #767
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What would be the purpose of taking the staples out? You'd just have to get the wound seen to again? The voices are being idiots, to put it bluntly.





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Old 29-05-2020, 04:35 PM   #768
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That's true
And yes they are. They are a lot
I don't know what the purpose would be
I'd just have to go back to A&E again and that would suck



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Old 29-05-2020, 06:53 PM   #769
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That would suck, please keep reminding yourself of all the reasons not to do it. How have you been doing today?





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Old 29-05-2020, 08:39 PM   #770
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Ok.
A new girl got put on 1:1 which I got told they 'didn't do' here.
I'm just confused as to why they tortured me with locking me out of my room for days in a really uncomfortable seclusion outfit and being made to sleep in the day area when she is allowed to stay in her room with all her stuff and just be on 1:1.
Would honestly rather have been on 1:1 than the way I was treated



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Old 29-05-2020, 09:36 PM   #771
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I think you can ask, but I guess at the same time, does comparing or worrying about why change or help you in any way? How does that help you move forward to being able to go home?

Not at all saying it's okay, but at the same time, you don't know their situation or the situation on the ward to judge how and why they made the decisions they did. I'd worry about focusing on you and how you can do what you need to do to get discharged.



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Old 29-05-2020, 10:07 PM   #772
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No you're right, it doesn't help or change anything
I'm just irrationally annoyed about it

I'm struggling tonight and it's all crap staff so I have no one to talk to.
Might just try and sleep



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Old 30-05-2020, 10:46 AM   #773
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Did you get any sleep? I'm glad you don't want to take out the staples.



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Old 30-05-2020, 11:30 AM   #774
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Did you sleep ok? How are things so far today?





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Old 30-05-2020, 11:50 AM   #775
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I got about 2 hours of broken sleep
In the end they made me go to the day area, then I went back to my room so they ended up wedging my door open and sitting at the desk that's just outside my room until I fell asleep.
I'm shattered today but cant sleep anymore
Also in a very bad mood



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Old 30-05-2020, 08:26 PM   #776
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I'd be in a very bad mood in your position. Did your day improve at all?





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Old 30-05-2020, 09:04 PM   #777
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No. It got worse.
I'm still in a horrible, irritable mood.
Waiting for the nurse in charge to come out and talk to me about being able to go back to my room.
I get treated so much more harshly than everyone else here. Some other girl had an incident and didn't get dragged out and room locked all day. She also got to go out for a cigarette outside all day and I was denied my leave for fresh air going out with the smokers.
Why are the staff treating me so differently?



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Old 30-05-2020, 09:24 PM   #778
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I'm not surprised you're in a horrible mood - lack of sleep is going to be a major part of that, but sounds like you'e got plenty of other reasons to be irritated besides just that!



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Old 31-05-2020, 09:42 AM   #779
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I hope today is better for you. When is your next ward round? You could maybe discuss your feelings about the way you are treated compared to others.





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Old 31-05-2020, 01:11 PM   #780
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That's true Harley!

Thanks lindsay
My next ward round is Tuesday so not too long to wait
I will try and discuss it



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