I'm so sorry I only just saw this and didn't know how much you were struggling. Unfortunately it can be a bit slow to get someone from the mental health team to come, especially over the weekend and they were probably waiting for you to be medically stable.
Things will get better if you can accept the help. You really are a gorgeous and lovely person.
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
Of course they want to help you, baby. Perhaps they're waiting for your bloods to come back before they ask someone to speak to you? Maybe when you're medically okay, they'll ask you to speak to someone.
Its often like that. They should have at least arranged for a home visit with the crisis team, and/or provided you with a crisis number though, so please do ring them for extra support if you feel like you need it.
Tre... Please hold on? I'm almost sure there is always something to cling onto? We spoke a fair while back (i'm not sure if you remember) and you helped give me the little bit of hope i needed at that time... Your truely lovely and deserve the best. I guess sometimes we just have to be a little patient with all the bad and wait for the good to come round?
Your not alone sweetie and your cared for?
If nothing else, try and cling onto that?
Stay strong... You can do this!
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears...
Hey, sorry. I didn't see that this had been updated.
Yes, I do remember talking to you a while back, Kia. :)
I'm feeling pretty down, if I'm honest. I'm really struggling, still. And I'm still feeling a little physically unwell. My mum was pretty great when I first came out of hospital, but now my little brothers have come back from visiting their dad, and she doesn't want them to know. And I think she's just sick of me? She keeps shouting at me for being upset or whatever, it's like she expects me to have magically got better, but I haven't. I can't even tell her that 'cause her boyfriend's mum is staying, and mum keeps telling me off for making her look bad when we have a guest. I know I'm being stupid, but I want to be in hospital again so she'll hold my hand and tell me I'm okay.
Whoa, sorry for the rant. It wasn't meant to be that long..
Thank you all for your support. xx
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.