I miss my dad
my old village
my friends there
my mum being happy with out having to be drunk
making tree dens with my sister and brother
i miss secondry school and the way my friends tried to help me there
i miss everything
I miss you Trevor, I'm not meant to miss you but I do.
I miss being able to hold you, and smell you, and talk to you.
I'm sorry for missing you.
I miss Fiona, RIP.. I miss you still, even after 9 years..
I will never forget you.
I wonder how you are, how you're getting on. I wonder if you think about me. It was nice to know you when I did, but I guess we were never destined to know each other afterwards. I liked knowing you, and I will miss you for always. Take care.
I miss being a virgin.
I miss being as close as any friends could be with my best friends.
I miss sixth form, and being talkative every day.
I miss feeling wanted.
I miss selfharm (I feel like I have no control over anything now)
I miss Governor's School, and all the people there, especially Jessi, who was the first person I've ever been "in love" with, I guess... She didn't like me back, but it was fun getting to know her and everyone else all the same.
I miss Tori, long-lost Girl Scout Camp friend who I found and lost again. Hopefully we'll be able to get back in touch soon. I'm inviting her to come to homecoming with me.
I miss my old friends and my friends who graduated last year, but I'm missing them less and less these days, and maybe that's a good thing.
I miss my happiness.
I miss the times I was able to be less sad.
I miss the time before I was abused.
I miss the time I didn't hate this much.
I miss the time I felt I had a reason to live.
I miss the time I thought I would soon get a dog.
I miss the time I thought I could get abroad.
I miss the time I didn't cry every day.
I miss Mapi, my friend back in comprehensive school.
I miss Minna, I'm sorry it all failed 'cause of me.
I miss the time I wasn't depressed.
I miss the time I thought life was okay.
I miss my old class.
I miss June 2006.
I miss the time I had a job.
I miss my first working experience in a cow house.
I miss my old phone.
I miss the time I could eat without feeling guilty.
I miss the time I was mostly okay with my body.
I miss Hartsa, he was the best teacher ever.
I miss the time before I started to hate myself.
I miss Tiia. A lot.
I miss the mess in my room, it's not my room anymore now it's clean.
I miss the time I wasn't too tired to study.
I miss the time I did something physical exercises every week.
I miss the time I thought I could speak anything to her.
I miss the time when I didn't wanna die all the time.
I miss the time I didn't have panic attacks.
I miss the time I didn't have anykind of hallucinations.
I miss the time I wasn't afraid all the time.
I miss being a child. I miss my brother when he was sober. I miss acting singing... laughing. I miss all my friends that moved away. I miss my hampster... i miss my heart, I miss my friend jon... i miss the feeling love. I miss when chris used to be my everything. I miss having all the friends in the world. I miss... you
I miss the time no one knew me well.. I miss how much easier everything was back then.. I miss the time I didn't cry this much.. I miss the time I didn't have all these weird feelings I can't live with..