Mildly Triggering (ED) - telling a friend
hi,
i don't know if this is the right place to post this because i don't have an ED, but i do purge quite regularly. Its starting to get too much ontop of the SI and i think i want to tell a friend. I just don't know if its a good idea. After all theres nothing he could do to stop it, as im not ready to stop, and i think it might just worry him, also seeing as i'll continue doing it. Also a couple of days ago another friend told him how she used to SI, and me telling him about purging and maybe my si on top of that might be too much and unfair on him.
I especially dont want to give him any problems, worrying about everyone else, because thats what i spend half my life doing and i know its not nice, beleive me i wouldnt change helping all my friends for the world, but it does take its toll. And im just a bit worried if i tell him he might start getting problems with being unhappy and stuff aswell. Im just so confused, 2 of my best friends know about my SI but we never talk about it and no-one noes about purging. The SI has been going on almost four years know and it just keeps getting worse and so does my purging but that hasnt been going on so long. im just confused, i don't want to hurt anyone.
any advice would be appreciated,should i tell him or not?
thank you
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