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Old 29-04-2009, 10:35 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - im sorry

firstly i want to say sorry to everyone because ive been really crap lately and havent been able to help anyone. i really am sorry and i really do hate myself for not being able to help.

ive been struggling so much lately
the flashbacks have just taken over completely
they get made worse but my dad screaming all the time
hes so angry and i dont know why
i think i make him mad
he kept shouting about my room
so i tidied it
but i spilt my ink
he hasnt seen it yet
hes gunna go insane when he sees
im scared
he will shout so much
i hate having flashbacks
i hate feeling them on me
i no likey
no like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just want it all to end
im fed up of feeling like this
i cant do it
i cant cope
i just cant do it anymore
i just cant
i need it all to end
i just cant handle this
i hate it
i need it to stop
i need the pain to go away
i just hate this
i need this to stop
please
can i just stop it
i hate it
i need it to stop
please?
i cant do the hands
the tongues
the bad parts
i can feel them on me
i can feel him inside me
i can feel him on top of me
i dont like it
i hate it
i need it to stop
please?
i cant cope with the pain
i need the pain to stop
i hate it
please let the pain stop

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Old 30-04-2009, 06:55 PM   #2
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Old 30-04-2009, 08:32 PM   #3
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I really wish I could make the pain go away... but you are none of these negative things, you are an amazing and strong person who has been hurt many times.

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Old 30-04-2009, 08:45 PM   #4
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i dont feel amazing :(

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Old 30-04-2009, 08:50 PM   #5
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I knwo you don't, but you are. It's often hard to see these things in yourself, but you are

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Old 30-04-2009, 08:53 PM   #6
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daddy been shouting alot today
he scares me when he shouts
i just wanna curl up in my bed and die
i hate it

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