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Old 03-01-2016, 03:04 PM   #281
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I just keep logging in and logging out because I don't know how to ask for support for myself. I'm sinking further and further into the pit(s) of depression and don't know hot to stop it. My head is just a mess of racing thoughts and destructive emotions; they are tearing me apart and wearing down my resolve. I feel wrecked and hope to sleep this off somehow.

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Old 04-01-2016, 07:42 AM   #282
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Old 05-01-2016, 05:16 PM   #283
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Old 05-01-2016, 05:32 PM   #284
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I'm just so very very tired and warn out by this circus that is life. I would never have made anything of myself anyway. My windows of opportunity has long passed me by and I'm just a waste of space now. There are no more dreams of success, and my wishes will never come true; even my wish for peace will not likely come until I'm old and alone on the streets. I will meet my fate on the streets and this is the truth. I've accepted this now, and can only hope my last days on the earth will not be in total agony, rather that I will quickly dissolve just as I come into this world, a zero!

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Old 05-01-2016, 06:25 PM   #285
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Old 06-01-2016, 09:38 PM   #286
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Old 07-01-2016, 10:10 AM   #287
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Old 07-01-2016, 11:20 AM   #288
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Old 07-01-2016, 11:29 AM   #289
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Old 08-01-2016, 10:33 PM   #290
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Struggling badly and trying to just make even 1 positive change to better my (current) situation; but I don't feel it will even matter much in the long run. I'm a firm believer in we are the creator of our own destiny, but I never really got a fair shake, and never really stood much of a chance. I'm just fighting a losing battle.

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Old 09-01-2016, 05:55 PM   #291
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Old 10-01-2016, 11:35 PM   #292
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Old 14-01-2016, 01:22 PM   #293
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I just feel like I'm prolong the inevitable now, I don't think I can survive on the streets, I don't think I am cut out for that! I will wind up on the streets and this is a fact! There is nobody tossing me a life raft, no hope in the horizon. I just want peace and for the pain and suffering to stop. It so painful and relentless. I simply wasn't cut out for life. I was and always will be a failure!!

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Old 14-01-2016, 06:32 PM   #294
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Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again

This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.


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Old 14-01-2016, 06:40 PM   #295
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Old 14-01-2016, 09:44 PM   #296
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Old 15-01-2016, 11:01 AM   #297
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Old 15-01-2016, 07:35 PM   #298
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And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare,
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Old 15-01-2016, 07:50 PM   #299
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Old 15-01-2016, 08:01 PM   #300
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