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Ullo
Sooo.. um Hi, I am really nervous about writing on here and am unsure of what to write but here is a try..At the moment I have been free of selfharm 5 years, I had been selfharming for 13 years before hand..Ended up in hospital countless times for selfharming and trying to take my life.. And also ended up in a therpedic community through that time but due to my state of mind at the time this did not work for me. But finally 5 years ago they got me therapy (cos I had been on a waiting list for years), put me on the DBT program and also had got my medications right. I have still been in and out of hospital for my mental health problems but other then that I have been doing well enough to have reconstructive surgery on my arms. I had my first operation in May of this year and my other arm is being done next mouth. I can't say that I'm not scared that i may relapse. Cos I am, there have been days when I do struggle with fighting myself not to do it over the past 5 years..And I really don't wanna give in because I don't wanna ruin what I have worked hard for... hmmm. sooo sorry if I was rambling too much..
Anywho, looking forward to getting to know you all... =)
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